Ain.Kim Lady Wind Dancer
Gusti Putri Ainun Adipati
250189
Aquarian
Temasek Business School
Diploma In Accounting and Finance
az_4eva@hotmail.com
Oneida Venture
Thinks she is Rani Mukherjee's TWIN SISTER.
BOLLYWOOD Freak.
Im INSANE n I love LOLLIPOPS N FLOWERS.
..:Personal Favourites:..
Dance Dance Till I Drop.
Flowers: Roses & Sunflowers.
Hindustannnn.
Books.
Awakk :))
Passion Red Tea / Green Apple Milk Tea.
Its Rocking - Alisha Chinoy
..:Victims:..
Accounts.
Numbers.
Busybodies.
Emotional Blackmails.Uurgh.
Affiliates
MyLarlienkSis,Wani
Eyzee-anne
Shida
Farah
Jaro
Susu
Farna
Oneida Venture Unit
Chief
Farhan Ib
Hendra
Maimai
Wan Bonch
Arifah
MyLarlienkSis,Wani
Eyzee-anne
Shida
Farah
Jaro
Susu
Farna
Oneida Venture Unit
Chief
Farhan Ib
Hendra
Maimai
Wan Bonch
Arifah
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Heartfelts
I miss you....a lot... To an extent u cn nvr imagine..
I really do..
But u nvr knew..
It's been almost 4 years since i last hear u laugh with me..
Joke ard with me.. Loved me..
Broke me into heartfelt pieces... WHICH I STRESSED i picked e pieces up myself..
*smiles proudly*
But u nvr knew...
It was reckless of me not to noe y everything happened...
And one day, I found out the truth that KINDA break me u..(..oh again...) and once again i picked myself up...
But it was smtg way beyond wad i expect e truth to be...
But u nvr knew..
One day, i sat down by myself and thought about everything tt has happened in my life since u left...
I realised then u were my lost n nvr to be found love...
I realised i had to move on wit life or else, it'll remain stagnant.
Then, i knew.
This poem will be continued as and when i think e ryt tym has come.
Tataaaa..~
Ps: This is a heartfelt poem n it is not meant to HURT anyone out dere.. Dn misunderstd me aites suga.. :)
I really do..
But u nvr knew..
It's been almost 4 years since i last hear u laugh with me..
Joke ard with me.. Loved me..
Broke me into heartfelt pieces... WHICH I STRESSED i picked e pieces up myself..
*smiles proudly*
But u nvr knew...
It was reckless of me not to noe y everything happened...
And one day, I found out the truth that KINDA break me u..(..oh again...) and once again i picked myself up...
But it was smtg way beyond wad i expect e truth to be...
But u nvr knew..
One day, i sat down by myself and thought about everything tt has happened in my life since u left...
I realised then u were my lost n nvr to be found love...
I realised i had to move on wit life or else, it'll remain stagnant.
Then, i knew.
This poem will be continued as and when i think e ryt tym has come.
Tataaaa..~
Ps: This is a heartfelt poem n it is not meant to HURT anyone out dere.. Dn misunderstd me aites suga.. :)
Seriously i tell you...
You have no idea wad it's like to see a scene u usually see in the PLASMA screen tv happening real life in ur own house....
Im still shaking till now man... It's bee like a few hours after everythimg tht happened... :S Walao. I cnt put in words man......i really cnt.
I dunno whether i made the right decision to help in the ambush.. But hopefully it's for the best of all... Ntah laa.... Im still speechless n my hands are still trembling...
U noe i like kinda inmagining myself being traumatic n all ryt now...
E oni thing im sad abt is tt he is sick n on medication n e family has already given him a chance to change himself n=but still he doesnt want to change...
I n my uncle had no choice.. The sound of the doror being smashed...the footsteps of the CNB running...the screams of shock from him n his frens... Its sooo agonising...
It is such a heartpain to c ur own blood being taken away in such a manner...like really laa...
Im not kidding... I symphatise the fact tt he is very very sick.. But if he keeps doing wad he's been doing, it'll get worse... So tis is the oni wae...
Jz nw was e 1st tym i hear my grandnanny cry over e fone... Gosh. I cn nvr put in words hw i felt abt everything jz nw...
K laa... Gtg. Bye.
...Ho gaya hai mujhe pyar...
You have no idea wad it's like to see a scene u usually see in the PLASMA screen tv happening real life in ur own house....
Im still shaking till now man... It's bee like a few hours after everythimg tht happened... :S Walao. I cnt put in words man......i really cnt.
I dunno whether i made the right decision to help in the ambush.. But hopefully it's for the best of all... Ntah laa.... Im still speechless n my hands are still trembling...
U noe i like kinda inmagining myself being traumatic n all ryt now...
E oni thing im sad abt is tt he is sick n on medication n e family has already given him a chance to change himself n=but still he doesnt want to change...
I n my uncle had no choice.. The sound of the doror being smashed...the footsteps of the CNB running...the screams of shock from him n his frens... Its sooo agonising...
It is such a heartpain to c ur own blood being taken away in such a manner...like really laa...
Im not kidding... I symphatise the fact tt he is very very sick.. But if he keeps doing wad he's been doing, it'll get worse... So tis is the oni wae...
Jz nw was e 1st tym i hear my grandnanny cry over e fone... Gosh. I cn nvr put in words hw i felt abt everything jz nw...
K laa... Gtg. Bye.
...Ho gaya hai mujhe pyar...
Sayaaaaaaang-ss.....
Sorie sorie sorie fer the very very very late post.... :S Been really bz werking n settling a lot of stuffs...
Alhamdulillah all settled... n HOPEFULLY, all that's well WILL end well... :))
Well, wad cn i sae abt life now..
Wait a moment.. Im WARNING u, it's gonna b a pretty long entry so bear with me here rytes..
Ok here goes..
As i was saying, wad can i sae abt life nw..
Im not looking for love.. Actly, i didnt look for it.. It came n go n came again n go again.. So nw it's lyk im jz too tired of everything lahh..
So,i'll jz let it go with the flow n not complain abt being lonely or being jealous dat i hv no one to turn to..
Well heyyy... Life is more than jz having tt special sm1 around u all the tym...geez.
Sometyms he doesnt hv to b PHYSICALLY ryt beside u..but deep dwn u noe he loves u n he is alwaes dere for u in any circumstances at all...
And tt is exactly y i give ppl A WHOLE LOT OF CHANCES to prove to themselves tt THEY CN CHANGE FOR THE BETTER n not repeat the same mistakes again n again n haizz again...
I dunno laa peeps..For now Im SHOUTING OUT LOUD tt my feelings will b kept to the neutral gear until further notice k..Lyk seriously laa.
Im tired of juggling my time n mind on my emotions.
To tt person, i'd rather sacrifice my treasured friendship with u if we happen to go separate ways jz as long as u can findur happiness n not suffer any further k.But always bear in mind tt u r my dear dear fren n wil always b.
K gtg. Taa.
Sorie sorie sorie fer the very very very late post.... :S Been really bz werking n settling a lot of stuffs...
Alhamdulillah all settled... n HOPEFULLY, all that's well WILL end well... :))
Well, wad cn i sae abt life now..
Wait a moment.. Im WARNING u, it's gonna b a pretty long entry so bear with me here rytes..
Ok here goes..
As i was saying, wad can i sae abt life nw..
Im not looking for love.. Actly, i didnt look for it.. It came n go n came again n go again.. So nw it's lyk im jz too tired of everything lahh..
So,i'll jz let it go with the flow n not complain abt being lonely or being jealous dat i hv no one to turn to..
Well heyyy... Life is more than jz having tt special sm1 around u all the tym...geez.
Sometyms he doesnt hv to b PHYSICALLY ryt beside u..but deep dwn u noe he loves u n he is alwaes dere for u in any circumstances at all...
And tt is exactly y i give ppl A WHOLE LOT OF CHANCES to prove to themselves tt THEY CN CHANGE FOR THE BETTER n not repeat the same mistakes again n again n haizz again...
I dunno laa peeps..For now Im SHOUTING OUT LOUD tt my feelings will b kept to the neutral gear until further notice k..Lyk seriously laa.
Im tired of juggling my time n mind on my emotions.
To tt person, i'd rather sacrifice my treasured friendship with u if we happen to go separate ways jz as long as u can findur happiness n not suffer any further k.But always bear in mind tt u r my dear dear fren n wil always b.
K gtg. Taa.