Ain.Kim
Lady Wind Dancer Gusti Putri Ainun Adipati 250189 Aquarian Temasek Business School Diploma In Accounting and Finance az_4eva@hotmail.com Oneida Venture Thinks she is Rani Mukherjee's TWIN SISTER. BOLLYWOOD Freak. Im INSANE n I love LOLLIPOPS N FLOWERS. ..:Personal Favourites:.. Dance Dance Till I Drop. Flowers: Roses & Sunflowers. Hindustannnn. Books. Awakk :)) Passion Red Tea / Green Apple Milk Tea. Its Rocking - Alisha Chinoy ..:Victims:.. Accounts. Numbers. Busybodies. Emotional Blackmails.Uurgh. Affiliates MyLarlienkSis,Wani Eyzee-anne Shida Farah Jaro Susu Farna Oneida Venture Unit Chief Farhan Ib Hendra Maimai Wan Bonch Arifah
September 2006
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Hey guys...
Have u ever felt like suddenly the weather changed and everythg tts used to be dere......jz vanished...? No....not death tt im talking about. Im talking about emotions and people. I dunno y im feeling like tis.. I feel guilty cz im feeling smtg out of the sympathy and because i DO NOT want to see tears and disappointment from the people around. The qn is tt.....am i doing the right thing? By depriving my own feelings due to the fear of hurting people? By ignoring my own emotions and heartfelts? Is all this worth sacrificing for? I dunno...no one knows...and will nvr do. Jz felt lyk pouring my hearts out here...been a while since i did tt. =) Its jz tt...im feeling sad. Tts all. =( The person tt i hoped to make me happy, whom i was determined was the one fer me...turned out to the person making me sad as i know him day by day. Honestly, im restricting contacts with him so tt i wont b VERY sad. Its nt tt im nt cntcting him at all, jz tt im cntcting him, not as sm1 special..but only as a fren. I guessed we were too fast on expressing our feelings for each other. Thanks to this, at least i know now tt Im nt e person who falls in love then know my partner......... Im the one who knows my partner then fall in love.... Well,at least tts a lesson learnt frm this experience. Im not sure whether im making the ryt decisions now...but i hope its e best. I've alwaes believed tt dere's alwaes smtg to learn frm all tt has happened. So yeap...we'll see. Ok bye. Wanna get myself a lollie and green apple milk tea..to cheer myself up. =) |