...It's All About You...

2009-01-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

Hello hello.

Ok back by popular demand.

Hahahakz. Yelah2..i noe u ppl are dying to noe wads happening in y lyf ryt now..

" Ahh kwn2 nk dgr crite tk? Ah duduk duduk...DUDUK."

Mula mula nye mcm gini.... CHEYYY mau ikut upin ipin npk...
Eh suker ah....tk salah pe.. :D

Ok citer der mcm ginie...

Me myself and i was walking alone going back home from sch..so i jz randomly looked around and i saw this man korek hidung.
BIGG EWWWW. Mcm nk pegi pat dpn muker der lepas tu tumbul kasi mati jer sey.
DISGUSTING!

So anyways, i continued walking....with my mp3 on of course.. Klau tk, da btl2 aku tumbuk muker si korek hidong tu.
Hmm so i walked and walked and bought my pearl milk tea. DUH.

Den i take the mrt...afta go hm put bag lah.. Took the mrt and went to Novena..
Over to Police HQ. Woohoo! *eyebrow up n down*
Lyk jakun sia...walk again. Mcm nk merangkak pn ada. Pnat kan cipek. "-.-
K den i went in to the Home Team Career Centre. Ni nak go medical chck up...
Oh sblm tu, duduk pat tepi jalanan mkn polar puff. Lpr kn cipek...tknk nant amek weight berat jd mkn ringan2.

So den i went in..and den i sat down. Tahu lah tk interesting...tetapi lps tu i met a girl who cn speak to me & not step garang sit dere lyk e oders.
So we chatted and chatted for 1 hr and e female officer maseh blm turun. So we waited and talk.
It was okay until she say there was going to be a STRIP SEARCH.

In my mind , i was like " r u fucking serious cz if happens to be that she raped me, im going to charge her with molest under the penal code......!!" Hahahaha.

BUTTTTTTTT...DEN she say only for guys.
SIALLL LAAA ANTI CLIMAX.
Mcm nk amek bag hentam muker der pn ader sey. "-.-

Hahahaha. Lps tu gi jmper Kak MIra...:p Der nk carik skirt ngn baju...den we sat down n i bought bubble tea. Oh NO. e bubble tea was dari Novena. I actl wanted to buy bubble tea n burger so cn eat in e bus..but i end up buying the burger meal. Heh. So i had 2 drinks.

Ok back to kak mira..den jmper nenek n kak mira's mader..
Den we go buy her shirt DEN e mom give to me the plastic bag.
" Nah ni utk ain. Happy bdae"
Den kak mira sae " Aku pn ada share ngn mak aku jd tk yah kasi present lgk k. Aku tumpang skali lah.."

Thanks Kakk MIra. HAHAHAHAH.

Ok den went hm n slp.

Eh tak la..blaja.
Boyfir is working so a gd nite msg wud b enuf.
Heehee.

Ok. Tataaa~

Instant Love.

2009-01-05T15:53:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I do. :))

Ok tataaa~

2009-01-02T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone...!

Ya..i noe shida... Got rainforest bernama Amazon da menginap pat blog aku nie kn...
Hahahkz

Okay..i've chged my blogskin....!...again. Ya i noe. It sucked.

Alrytey ppl... Ryt now, life is just getting healed by all the fignts the vulgarities the Great Depression.. (..with Boyfie AS WELL AS MONEY.)
I broke lyk hell cn.......WALAO.

Worst still, i get news tt i will hv no balance pay frm my internship..RIDICULOUS.
Eat up my money only tis damn co.
Im sooooooooooooo gonna cmplain ok.
I DONT CARE.

Not being materialistic but hey, its my sweat and health at stake u noe... :(

Anyways, i've always hated peeple who doesnt know how to mind their own bisnes...BUT nw, life is soo much better...
With no1 pushing you around and e grp of frens tt i hv, IT'S PERFECT. And also BOYFIE. :))))

Yaa..been fighting with boy for lyk months already..just recently we got things straight. ALHAMDULILLAH. Save me frm a lot of vulgarities. Teehee.
Whatttt...a fight is a fight wad.

Ok gtg...A BLOODY HELL LOT OF PROJ N REPORTS DUE.
Better get going.
Tatttaaa~

Munchies Signing Off.. Muah.

2008-11-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

soooooriieee everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I noe i noe...my blog have cobwebs now.

Jungle pn da grow kn....tahu laa..

Alaaah..i've beeenn SUPER BUSY.. Attchmt maa..@ Maybank bebs...

Wad a gd tym to be working in the bank ryt...??? i noe..

Well, im going nuts tho.but i dn really care.. i wanna chenge my blogskin oso no time...
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Life hah.... Humans are never satisfied with wad they have..never man...
Wen ur in school, u wanna work.. Wen ur working, u wanna go school...

Hahahkz..for me, i still prefer school tho..haahahahhaha :D Hey, not wrong ryt.. Been long since i last seen my frens...miss dem tho... Esp. Farah n Su... :))))) Hehehheh.

Btw, i took MC!!!!! Sursprise tk surprise tk??? Diam ah.

Sakit sey....heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *eyebrow up n down*

Ok...nk go dance pract. Tatatititutu.~

Love Munchies.

For you, girl.

2008-07-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

Hey dere. Apologies for e late post again. Hehe. I noe i noe but no harm alwaes apologising fer late posts rytt....? :))

Todae's post mite be a little nasty to ppl but i cnt help it k.. So, sorry.

And again sm ppl jz cnt c me going on wit lyfe lyk a normal person with sm peace and grace in life after a whole lot of ups n downs... I dn reaaly care wad u wanna think of me ah but pls lah... DN B SORE LOSER will u...?
Dah tk dpt apa yg der nak lps tu nk salah kn org plak.. Get a life lah... Do u really seriously think he will accept your longing n love fer him by attacking me with all those werds u tag on my board..? Seriously..think about it.

Obviously i had no initial motive of getting him to hate malay girls jz fer e sake of hating them because i didnt reciprocate his love.. Obviously i did not know tt u r malay until u told me so.. Obviously u r sm1 really close to him..im sure he knows hu u r but OBVIOUSLY he wouldn't think that u r capable of doing smthg like this... Dn u think ur deceiving him by doing all this..?

If u really really care n love him FOR WHO HE IS, then with all e pleasure in the world, WIN HIM OVER. I hv no objections to that.. Instead i wud b happy to hear tt..sincerely.. Cz i noe hw it feels like to have cinta yg tak terbalas..

Even after wad happened, I still think u r a girl of good intentions n u're doing all this to get me off him because ur jealous..I respect tt n I totally undastd..
But now tt im off, y r u still after my life..?
Y r u still tagging on my board..?
Y r u blaming me fer smtg tt is not within my locus of control..?
Y..?
Im reaching out to u, S.A. ..
Help me out here. I am really confused.
What is it that makes u so against me? Is it for e fact that i was contacting him or is tis all juz for fun...?
Would u like it if sm1 else were to do this to u?

I am in no easier position than u r.. If i cud help u, i wud. But by doing all this, ur neither helping me nor urself. Please. I hv nothing against u. In fact, i dn even noe hu u r n suddenly i get all this insults n curse frm u..

Girl, im nt doing all tis fer e sake of satisfaction and shooting u bck.. But i wanna noe wad is it tt u really want n y reach out to me wen u already noe him so well n u cn jz win him over in a matter of tym..?

Please. Tell me smtg. Speak. Spit it out, or watever. But jz pls tell me y.

2008-06-18T14:53:00.002+08:00

Kasih bukan sekadar cinta.
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung ku pertaruhkan..

Meaningful isn't it? I know.. Hahakz. Well, i've been dwelling with these 2 phrases for long now and i realised how deep the meaning was..
I guess smtyms people mistook lust for love and it's a sad thing coz there's a BROAD THICK line differentiating the 2.. Maybe a bit of refelection of e WANTS & NEEDS wud help aloooooottt.

Loving sm1 for their looks won't last too.. I think u guys are well off beyond the maturity level to know that and i dn hav to CONSTANTLY remind it.. But sm ppl jz don't get it... They say people are like that lah like this lah.. But heyy..~~~ Look upon e mirror n u'll c e exact replica of wad they jz said.

I dunno how smtyms ppl STILL have the cheek to call me and ask me how i am wen jz the night b4, tt person has just bitched about me with a friend. Wowooow, what courage u have hah.... Wad makes the person think tt i wont find out abt the things dey sae..? Tralalaalaa.. Pls lah...go n reflect wad has really happened first b4 u even sae dose kind of things abt me... Get stories from both side of the party & from dere, sae wad u want.. If nt, den wudnt it now be a biased judgement against one persn..?
Dunia2.. HAI.

Hmm..btw, yest was exactly 1 yr me n Iman noe each oder... Heeeeeee. Lamer kn lamer kn...??
:))))))) Heee. BEST TAU...full moon lgk on anniversary kter... :))))))))) Kn mcm romantic laa gtuu... Dis 1 yr has been a lot for him to handle n i reallly dun want history to repeat itself again.
Dn worry k Iman.. U hv my words dis tym n i'll live by my words.
Oh have i told u that Iman is in e GOH squad for NDP dis yr????!! Best giler kn..... Walao. I want to go c him march but noooooo...he sae go watch at e tv..LIVE smmore. Hmph. Kuagsam btl. Tsk.
-.-"

Well, i guess life is much more refreshing and peaceful wen ppl dn interfere in ur life & no1 pesters u to make a decision. :) Ok laah.. Gtg. Getting late. Nk go train fer NAPFA. Hee. K bubbye!

17th June 08

2008-06-18T11:44:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 yr anniversary baby. :)))

2008-06-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone...
Been long since i last updated...i noeee.... Well, im updating here now....okay..? Hee.
Nw a bit easier lah cos i got internet access at hme..BUT cnt use tt often cos my uncle wants to use it. WTH.

Okay so..wad do i update u guys abt...hmmmmm..okay2 lets go 1 by 1..

Life's cool...ok tts REAALLY general but yaa.... I mean it feels great when ppl r FINALLY minding their own business... Well, im really glad u noe..at least i noe dey're cool with me..
Oh i forgt...of course dey're cool... Dey're satisfied with wad has happened already wadd...
Oh wad cn i sae.. Everythg is fair in love n war...

Hmm i dunno whether to trust any1's werd anymore or nt wen dey sae dey will b me close fren or me best fren no matter wad happens...even if we're not meant to be..
Oh cmon...u can't be serious cn u?
I mean any human being residing on this earth wud sae tt.. BUT the qn is how many of them actually meant wad dey said...?
Bleh kire pkai jari lah sey..

I don't wanna hear 1 day ppl cm up to me or i hear rumours abt me FORGETTING ppl once i got my ways... Cos i wont n will nt...
It's usually e oder wae round f.y.i. :)

Im nt saying all this to get back on ppl bcz a bad history has happened btw us.. This is wad i feel.. Accept it whether u like it or nt cos im no longer hiding anything frm any1..

To be honest, Im becoming more direct nw wit things tt i like or dn like.. Becming honest and true to urself is MUCH better n things will be olve in a more appropriate manner... I learnt my lesson already...No point in trying to lie to urself cos ur nt gonna solve anything... Tts wad i feel..

Ok.. A rather ELONGATED post i c.. K lah.. gtg. Tataa~

2008-05-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

Wads wit ppl bothering my life sey..?

Y is dere alwaes a disturbance in my path jz as im abt to move on wit lyf...

Gosh abt e 2 persons i was contacting with... I guess i've made myself clear enough to them and it is noe of any other ppl's biznes to interfere. Settle ur own prejudices and doubts first before saying ridiculous things on my tag board.

If u think ur doing a "favour" for tt person u lyke by doing all this, den ur very well wrong. Plz laa... dere r far more matured ways to settle things over rather than tagging on my pathetic tagboard here. U wanna announce to e whole world is it..? Gosh....plz..

Im nt doing this deliberately...but if u r so interested in my life n u wanna noe hw to win e persn u admired's heart, den come to me n i will happily tell u how... Y nt..? Its all abt sharing experiences isnt it...?

I dunno y u r doin tis to me... But im pleading to u to stop all tis nonsense..wad wrong hv i done to u...?

Mengucap laa.. Plz note tt dere is a difference betw wad u WANT n wad u NEED. Dere's a significant line of difference betw LOVE n LUST.

So plz stop accusing me. It is my bisnes who i wanna give a chance to n who not to. It is my BIZNEZ who i wanna love or who not to.

ALL THIS IS NONE OF UR BUSINESS.

Heartfelts

2008-04-28T17:37:00.002+08:00

I miss you....a lot... To an extent u cn nvr imagine..
I really do..
But u nvr knew..

It's been almost 4 years since i last hear u laugh with me..
Joke ard with me.. Loved me..
Broke me into heartfelt pieces... WHICH I STRESSED i picked e pieces up myself..
*smiles proudly*
But u nvr knew...

It was reckless of me not to noe y everything happened...
And one day, I found out the truth that KINDA break me u..(..oh again...) and once again i picked myself up...
But it was smtg way beyond wad i expect e truth to be...
But u nvr knew..

One day, i sat down by myself and thought about everything tt has happened in my life since u left...
I realised then u were my lost n nvr to be found love...
I realised i had to move on wit life or else, it'll remain stagnant.

Then, i knew.

This poem will be continued as and when i think e ryt tym has come.

Tataaaa..~

Ps: This is a heartfelt poem n it is not meant to HURT anyone out dere.. Dn misunderstd me aites suga.. :)

2008-04-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

Seriously i tell you...

You have no idea wad it's like to see a scene u usually see in the PLASMA screen tv happening real life in ur own house....

Im still shaking till now man... It's bee like a few hours after everythimg tht happened... :S Walao. I cnt put in words man......i really cnt.

I dunno whether i made the right decision to help in the ambush.. But hopefully it's for the best of all... Ntah laa.... Im still speechless n my hands are still trembling...
U noe i like kinda inmagining myself being traumatic n all ryt now...

E oni thing im sad abt is tt he is sick n on medication n e family has already given him a chance to change himself n=but still he doesnt want to change...

I n my uncle had no choice.. The sound of the doror being smashed...the footsteps of the CNB running...the screams of shock from him n his frens... Its sooo agonising...

It is such a heartpain to c ur own blood being taken away in such a manner...like really laa...
Im not kidding... I symphatise the fact tt he is very very sick.. But if he keeps doing wad he's been doing, it'll get worse... So tis is the oni wae...

Jz nw was e 1st tym i hear my grandnanny cry over e fone... Gosh. I cn nvr put in words hw i felt abt everything jz nw...

K laa... Gtg. Bye.

...Ho gaya hai mujhe pyar...

2008-04-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

Sayaaaaaaang-ss.....

Sorie sorie sorie fer the very very very late post.... :S Been really bz werking n settling a lot of stuffs...

Alhamdulillah all settled... n HOPEFULLY, all that's well WILL end well... :))

Well, wad cn i sae abt life now..

Wait a moment.. Im WARNING u, it's gonna b a pretty long entry so bear with me here rytes..

Ok here goes..

As i was saying, wad can i sae abt life nw..

Im not looking for love.. Actly, i didnt look for it.. It came n go n came again n go again.. So nw it's lyk im jz too tired of everything lahh..

So,i'll jz let it go with the flow n not complain abt being lonely or being jealous dat i hv no one to turn to..

Well heyyy... Life is more than jz having tt special sm1 around u all the tym...geez.

Sometyms he doesnt hv to b PHYSICALLY ryt beside u..but deep dwn u noe he loves u n he is alwaes dere for u in any circumstances at all...

And tt is exactly y i give ppl A WHOLE LOT OF CHANCES to prove to themselves tt THEY CN CHANGE FOR THE BETTER n not repeat the same mistakes again n again n haizz again...

I dunno laa peeps..For now Im SHOUTING OUT LOUD tt my feelings will b kept to the neutral gear until further notice k..Lyk seriously laa.

Im tired of juggling my time n mind on my emotions.
To tt person, i'd rather sacrifice my treasured friendship with u if we happen to go separate ways jz as long as u can findur happiness n not suffer any further k.But always bear in mind tt u r my dear dear fren n wil always b.

K gtg. Taa.

2008-02-04T16:11:00.001+08:00

Hey peepol....

Sorie..i noe its been REALLLY REALLY LONG since i last lyk update n all..

Been a really bz wit school and projects..and presentations and stage plays.... N all.

Hehee. Oh ya....life is just on the ryt pace. Keeping up with the ups and downs of life...
Well, i mean life has to move on no matter what happens..

Lyk i sae alwaes.. I don't even noe how my future is gonna be like...whether i'd end up doing things tt makes me happy and everyone else miserable or will it be a happy ending for all..?

Oh ya Odip..remember u once asked n then i said i would stay single till mayb I'm 21...? Well, i tink it's cmin true laa seyy... Hahahkz.. ^-^

Friendship wise...well, everything is as still as the riverbanks...but u noe i noe we noe its not all that it seems ryt...? Well, i shan't elaborate cz we're all MATURE enough to think now.... Hee.

Oh anyways, Im lyk head over heels in love with Laila Majnu Musical's song from Aaja Nachle...!!!!

Tralalalalalalaaa...~

K gtg.

Tatataaaa..

..........................Munchies said, " We're not what we seem to be."..............................

2008-01-14T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps..

I noe its been veryyyy veryyyy long since i last updated... Heh. Sorie laaaaaaaaaaaa.

K anyway, wadever happens in friendships makes the bonds between us stronger k my gals... Dont worry.. Allah has His own ways of bringing all of us together back again... These are all DUGAAN to test the value of this friendship to us.... :)

I cherish all the happy memories that we all had together...n i wish for moreeeee happy memories to come... =)) I love u baby girls.. Muah2.

And so it goes... The story of my life... I've settled the dilemma tt i had and i NOW know my real feelings... Ppl sae tt smtyms you have to bear the risk of losing the one tt u love to realise how much he reallly meant to u...
N tt was exactly wad i did.

Let me tell u tis...its NO JOKE. It's really painful and i wouldnt want any1 to go through wad i went thru.... It's HELL.

I strongly believe in the Almighty's powers and that only HE has the power to separate two souls from each other...n no other power in this whole world can do it except Allah.

Alhamdulillah. :)

In my quest for happiness and truth, i have never meant to hurt any1. N if i ever did hurt anyone in the process, i'm REAALLLLYY sorry as it was truly undeliberate.

From the bottom of my heart, Im really sorry.

....Munchies realised....

2007-12-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

Dumdeedum.

Tests finally over....and so is holidae... "-.-

Hehehe. SORIE LAA nvr update...no internet laa at home...so i pounce on this opportunity while i still hve the luxury of using internet..... Tralala..~

Oh yaa...i still havent tell or u cn call it reveal the truth to Sudu n family...well his sis has been pestering me to do so...but i jz cant seem to find the right time... Maybe tis sundae wud be a perfect tym...jz b4 e new yr...
So that we both can start afresh and have new beginnings...

Like i alwaes sae, if we're meant to be, den nothing cn separate us from each other... But if we're not, then maybe we were nvr meant to be and jz maybe out dere, dere is sm1 better made for us by Allah already...

Well, i believe dere's alwaes a reasn y things happen...n we as humans hv to accept the fact and jz move on...wit life... :/

So anyways, im loving my galfrens...dey are alwaes dere to give me a piece of their thought and dere to advise me on things tt i cnt make out on my own... I mean outsiders noe best rytt... Hee.

Didnt hv a chance to take a grp photo a t e chalet tt we held frm e 21st to the 23rd...ya ahh...come to think of it...

If not, can post it here.. *shrugs*

So anyways, i gtg...limited access to e internet sugar.. Ya ya i'll change my blogskin soon and update often enuf alrytey.. ^-^

K taaaataaa~

2007-12-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

helooo2.

What a life man.... Jz as i feel i was about to live life, im caught in a dilemma again. WTH.

K laa...i felt DAMN bad cz his family is soooo nice...especially his mum. She even bought me a scarf and treat me(..plus his whole family..) to lunch and dinner.... Then afta tt, she even asked Iman to send me home....
*..its been a while since we went home together..*

Haizz.... I really dunno what to do now....guess i'll just go with the flow laa.. I jz feel lyk sitting near the TP fountain and crying.....jz cry cry cry.... Maybe whatever happened between me and Iman was probably just a test of faith for the both us.....

Eh serious ahh...i really dunno what to do. My head is spinning lyk crazy nw...im like typing and my head resting at the tip of the keyboard seyy... WALAO. :S

Im just freaking tired ah. Just TOO FREAKING TIRED OF ALL THIS. I seriously feel like giving up already......

With the MID SEM TEST juuusssst sooo happen to be ard the corner......like IRRITATING.
Thankss ehh Examination Board. "-.-

K i noe i noe..im like a grumpy old woman....but i cant help it. Well, i live wit one...but she's not as grumpy as i am. Lucky me.

K la k la....nk go blaja laa. Bya laa.

......JUST TOO FREAKING TIRED......

2007-11-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

Holaa...

PROJECTS PROJECTS AND MORE PROJECTS.

ASS-IGNMENTS....................n u noe wat comes next. "-.- Grrrrr.

DANCE DANCE N MORE DANCE. I lloyke. ^-^

Life's been a little strruggle fer me... Sometyms i wonder y im being tested so deeply... So BEFORE anything bad happens to me again..(GOD FORBIDS).. I would like to apologise to everyone i've ever hurt in my phase of life... I really am VERY SORRY. I can't convey my remorse in words but i hope u guys out dere underdstd how i feel.

I miss u guys a lot mann.....

And Suduruliman, I MEANT EVERY SINGLE SORRY I SAID TO YOU..eventho i knew it wasnt my fault........it's just that u didnt see it the wae i do.

Okayy...y m i saying all this? Precisely.

Alrytee...i dn feel like cntinuing this post...i jz feel like...........like......running continuously until i drop dead.

Life is like a movie. Don't you think so?

................................................................Munchies was here......................................................................

2007-11-06T14:46:00.001+08:00

This is how i look like during the competition...

Busu n meeee.....!
Pose maut seyy Atika..
Camat Ari Raye sumer....!
Fatso n Meeee.
Lyn tga feeling..

Some pictures to upload on the Ratu Kebaya Competition and one Ari Raye pic.... :))

Ok tataaaa..~

2007-10-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...

Have u ever felt like suddenly the weather changed and everythg tts used to be dere......jz vanished...?

No....not death tt im talking about. Im talking about emotions and people. I dunno y im feeling like tis..

I feel guilty cz im feeling smtg out of the sympathy and because i DO NOT want to see tears and disappointment from the people around.

The qn is tt.....am i doing the right thing?

By depriving my own feelings due to the fear of hurting people?

By ignoring my own emotions and heartfelts?

Is all this worth sacrificing for?

I dunno...no one knows...and will nvr do.

Jz felt lyk pouring my hearts out here...been a while since i did tt. =)

Its jz tt...im feeling sad. Tts all. =(
The person tt i hoped to make me happy, whom i was determined was the one fer me...turned out to the person making me sad as i know him day by day.

Honestly, im restricting contacts with him so tt i wont b VERY sad. Its nt tt im nt cntcting him at all, jz tt im cntcting him, not as sm1 special..but only as a fren.

I guessed we were too fast on expressing our feelings for each other. Thanks to this, at least i know now tt Im nt e person who falls in love then know my partner.........

Im the one who knows my partner then fall in love....

Well,at least tts a lesson learnt frm this experience.

Im not sure whether im making the ryt decisions now...but i hope its e best.
I've alwaes believed tt dere's alwaes smtg to learn frm all tt has happened.

So yeap...we'll see.

Ok bye. Wanna get myself a lollie and green apple milk tea..to cheer myself up. =)

2007-10-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLOOOOOO...~

I MISS YOU GUYS MAN.....!

Its been like what MORE than a month since i last blog laaa...... Whoa...Ramadhan went on jz lyk tt....n without us knowing, we're BACK IN SCHOOL.

Yeay. ^-^ I love school~ Hee.
*..i guess im the ONLY freak who loves school at this age.... Darn...tts sad na..?*

Oh well....it feeeellssss SOOOOOOO GOOOOOD to be bck in the LT......burning the seats with my butt.... Hahakz.. K crap. No laa...its jz tt i misss skoooolll sooooooooooo much...especially my schmates......! Hakz. Glad to meet them and talk crap again... Baaaa. =D

God....i tell u... Its gonna b a roller coaster super duper fun ride in school once moreeee.....! Weeeeeeeeeee.
*...feeling naek roller coaster...*

Oh3........!!!!! Guess what i got fer my CDS???

UNDERSTANDING THEATRE.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Hehehe. I loyke.

There's jz so much tt has happened tt i tink blogging 20 pge full wont be enuf......
Well, nobody's gonna read it anyway if its 20 pgs long. "-.-
At least i wont. :S
*...i wouldnt know which FREAKO would..*

Okie doks.... Wanna relax..cz its the mondae man... Strangely, i dont suffer frm MOndae Blues. So, Lucky Me.

KK gotta go...gotta werk hard fer my subjs.

Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..~

2007-08-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

Heyy peeps....

Ok juz to inform u guys that i wont be updating for quite a while coz exams are lyk.....THIS WEEK..???!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH.
*shout my lungs until they come out.*

Kk im gg cuckoo k. Dn blame me.

K i miss TT someone..verymuch. K tataaaa...~

..Munchies is sad..

Boo.

2007-08-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

Daelingsss....!!!

Hees. I FEEL SOOOOO FREEE............*..im flying...........*

Lyk all projs DONE....VSS COMPLETED...dance ROCKING...

It's lyk WOW laa.

Sense of satisfaction....BUT not so fast laaa... EXAMS justtt around the crnr laa seyy... Maaak. Help people help.
*.....SOS...!*

Okaayy...so i had my last logistics test..(which im TOTALLY sad abt..)...and it was manageable...Alhamdulillah. Lucky me laa. :)(

Hmm...on Fri..(one dae b4 my logistics test okaayy..)..went out with Org Mok...go Bugis......den we WALKED to City Hall...
(..My God. Did i just WALKED...?...LYK SERIOUSLY from Bugis to Funan IT Mall...)

Den went to eat at Sakura....of which only HE ate. Hehehee. Hey im on a diet ok...n i ate Maggi Goreng b4 i went out anyway. ^-^

Den WALKED to Boat Quay...cam-whored lyk 2 aimlesslywalkingcrazyidiots.
:))
Den WALKED again to Marina Bay...sat dere...n my bro came fer a while.... Den we WALKED to some random bstp which happened that we were walking in circles... (...DUMB kn...)

And FINALLY, went back taking the train. Pheeeww. :D
Hahakz..
It was basically a session of WALKING. A nicee one. :)))

*...which indirectly brings me closer to my goal of getting slim....*

Hahakz.. Okayy....I MISS my GIRLFRENS. A lot laa..cz kte da lamer tk alek samer2 kn.... Tahu tkper seyyy.

K gtg...got class oready....

Tataaaaaa~

...Munchies & Indian Music...

2007-08-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

Ladeeeduuuummmm NAMASTE.

Hehe... feeling hindustan jap..........and CUT!

Ok...hello everyone...*in that pengacara tone*

Selamat dtg ke post yg terbaru i...
Sorie laaa klau i tk update utk u all....i bz laaa blaja u...

Oh u all know tk...

One fine day, on Tuesday, I ter-bumped into Hajar in the bus....while otw go meet Mok... Den i was mengelamun-ing on what to study for exams and was talking to Hajar....

N guess wad she asked after eons of talkin abt exams....
(..its e highlight of the day laaa sey..)

Hajar: Eh, ni main exam ke common test ahh..?

Ain: "-.- *giving her that iwantosmackurface look* Main exam laaa jarr..........!!

Hajar: Ohh....Ya Allah...da nka bes sem2.1 kter......*tt mataterbeliakstepcute face*

Alaaamak.... I tell you...i mcm nk kasi satu smack at tis girl's face u tahu tk.... Haiayaa.
Hahahakz..

Oh den yesterdae kn, Me n Nisa go to EACH AND EVERY BUSINESS LAB....searching for paper from the printer box....
Can u believe it.........???....tk perna2 sey kapok paper skola.... Baaaaaaaa.
But it was fun though.
^-^

Okie doks...i want to rest my mind... Pening doks..

...Munchies said Tatata~~...

2007-07-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyoo.

Sooo superduper sorry nvr update....

Lyk AT LAST laaa my projs are all done. And TT is luuuurrrvvee.

So... VSS is almost done...n i love my gals... They are the best...! Muah2~

:))

Though i miss them..cause these few daes didnt go hm with them.... but i noe wherever they are, they are happy. N tts more than enuf fer me.

Dose galfwens.....lyk Farahygakusygsgt n Susu maninggam.. I miss you guys too ok. :))

For that one person who saes probs cm one after another, I jz hav to sae this to you... Allah loves you...tts y he's testing you ok... Dn worry my fren.. Im alwayes here to hear ur cries. Promise.
:)

Ok as for my self, I am one contented girl and i thank Allah for that.

Okie dokie...gtg.. Got lect.

Tataaaaa~

..Munchies GTG..

..N I will be waiting..

2007-07-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

I'm doing all this for you....

I don't want you to regret what you've done and turn back saying that u made a mistake back then..because you didn't.

I want the next person that you'll be with, to be loved by you sincerely, not of a rebound.

Because what is love without sincerity, trust and honesty...?
What is it if your love is not pure and true?
What is it if your heart is still with your past..?

As sm1 close to you now, I'm happy that I see progression of you moving on with life...

N when i saw that smile on your face just now, I know it was true...cause it reached your eyes. =)

I'd love for you to be happy...and I'd sacrifice my own happiness for that fact.

I promise.

..Cause Munchies knows..

Lady Wind Dancer

2007-07-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

Lady Wind Dancer

My very own scouting name.... :))))))) And its luuuurrrveee.

Mr Khan said that the meaning of the name is someone who is there to lighten up the stress...Lyk for example, if you're in the hot sun, and when the wind blows, you'll feel a lot calmer.

And that is what he sees me as. Oh and he saes he sees an overlap of Sir Rahman (Wind Talker) that's why there's wind as part of my name. Only that he soothes the situation by his words and me, by my actions.

HOW MEANINGFUL RITEEEEEEEEEEEE.

In short, love Oneida. :D

Had pioneering session jz now.....and WE BUILT OUR VERY OWN TOWER MAN....with only 7 peeps...

5 GIRLS & 2 BOYS.

How coool is that! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.n itssss loooove!!!

Okie dokie....i'll update more tmr or sm daes..... K tatataaaa...

*.....utensils gi genting.........:((*

....munchies is VERY TIRED!....

2007-07-04T18:03:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyy lola loli.....!

Heees...jz felt like changing the blogskin...

Coz it's time for a new AIN comeback..!!

Im a more happier and appreciative Ain and im in love with myself now...! Oooh i like.

*i noe it sounds sick...but deres a saying tt goes, "u must love yourself b4 loving others.." *

Hahahkz...ok2...so deadlines for projs are mounting up...but i handed in all...EXCEPT for one superduperirritating ACCPAC proj...(a proj sent from hell i tot.)
Pfffffttttt...!

So, anyways, one Hamba Allah asked me OUT OF A SUDDEN y i look so cheerful everyday....
Hmmm i wonder too smtyms...but i dn find a reason to cry n be sad of...cz i noe whatever Allah gives us is within our limits....He won't give us something that He knows we cnt handle...

But i do break down at tyms... Heyyy im human too ok. -.-

Oh oh and more ohs.... I jz wanna sae this..

I LOVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS.

Okie dokie...all my frens ak....including guys gals and all other species that i noe.... ^-^

...munchies is happy...

2007-06-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

Yo yo yo wasssuuppppp......................

Okayy THAT was super random. Titik.

Oh yaa....the square ring...wait ahh.... Ek se minit...

Coooooooooool ryt... Well it does seem a bit blurry... Hey im working on the photography skills ookkkkkaaay.

^-^ Its cool. And i loike. I dn care wat ppl sae. Heeeee.

Ohs ahs and more ehhs..... We had an outing on saturdae.... We went to East Coast Park and then went to Vivo to lepakkssss.... Woo. Its bn quite a while since we all do tt..it was alwaes tests tests and MORE tests..

N i swear this part I WASNT AWARE I WAS THAT BRAVE man...

I actually rode the bike with Faris...n rahman's too. Baaaaaaaaa. I swear i wasnt thinking at tt tym cz i jz wanna felt the tinge...but i realised it was quite fun.

Ok2 WTH am i blabbering.....I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE RIDING BIKES....!..or anything got to do with it.

Umm but i admit it was kinda tiring for the ride from Bedok to Vivo.

*My Gawd...nvr did it cross my mind i would ride a bike...n tt too with a faaaarrrr distance off Tampines...*

But whooo caresss....

Oh oh oh.....and DANCE is LUUURRRVVVEEEE....cz we're starting on our Zapin HipHop routine...and its DAMN COOL mannn.......! Woooooooooohoooooooooo!..and of course with ehem2 over there...it makes the tym all MORE WORTHWHILE. =)))))

*jumping up n down on the bed*

Hhahahakz... School's reopen...and DEADLINES are all queueing up in my schedules.... Oh God. Well, tt's schooolll lifeeee...!

Dumdeedum.

Okie doks.....gtg... Nk relax jap...got to mt sm1 at 5...

Tatatatattatatititititititutututu..~

...munchies having headache man...

2007-06-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

Daadeedum.

=)

*sings* Hidup bersama di samping muuuuu.......... *sings*

Heheheh... I've got a square ring on my index finger on my right hand....and it's COOL. I'll post a pict of it later.

Well, it does look kinda odd.......but i still love it anyway. :))))

*..cincin tu ilang tkperr..klau org yg memakai ne ilang nant org di sini kesepian..*

Yelaaa nak...apape laa nak... Baaaaha.

Btw,
Ever heard of a guy liking sequins and bling blings...JUST LIKE HOW I ADORE THEM..?

Oh yes, i found him. *Der bacer, mati aku..*

Oh oh and more ohs.... Glad all my girlfrens are happy wit their lives now....at least i noe now tt they're happy......I wouldnt ask for anything more... :)

Im happy...they're happy..Everyone's happy.... :D I loiiikkeee....

Okie doks.....this is a very random entry by Munchies.

K tatatitituutuuuu..~

...Munchies said, " I love you all, my girlfriends...

2007-06-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hey strawberyy pineapple yoghurts....!!! *yum2*

Okayy...... Im nw in sch..relaxing my mind from all those crazyhecticirritating projects.. *aaahhhh.....tt feeling in the garden full of roses*

Hahahkz... Okayss..so anyway.....

Kenangan @ Katong Park was a BLAST..!!!!! Wooohoo! It was AWESOME & FANTASTIC mann..!

Cooll..i loike...n nw im addicted to A Ramlie songs...
*..i sooo donno who he was laa b4 tis..*

...and sooo chapters started from there....

Chapters that were unexpected...unconscious of...that were beyond words....that was soooooooooo.........................MEMALUKAN. Hahakz.. Im sure Lyn must be laughing her heads off if she reads this... Baaaaaaa.

Diam kau Lyn. :p

*sings* Di tepi pantai yang indah...................*sings*

^-^ I loike mann tis song...dumdeedum.

Oh yaa....i wanna thank those who came to support Ayunsari's performance....we love you...n u noe tt. :D

Okie doks...my hand freeeezzing cnt type oready.

Tatatitituutuuu~

..munchies said "Strawberry pies.."

2007-06-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

Helo helo helo everyone!!

As usual apologies for nt updating.....maaf zahir dan batin ehh...
*DAH SUDAH...puasa blm nk feeling hari raya plak...*

Okkaayy....Life has been wonderfull....!! Baaaaa.

CAMPFIRE SURVIVOR 2007 is finally over...and im proud of the committee man!! Job well done bebeh!!!!! Lurrvve u guys....!!! :D

Mcm agk2 terharu kjap ehh.... Walalalalala. ^-^

Well...i learnt that life isnt as bad as u tink it is...if u just make do with whatever u have.....
*Bersyukur lah nak.....* Hahahakz.. Really u noe...

I really feel for Yan.... We all do, ryt gals? Ppl have been so mean towrds her...especially at her tagboard.. I mean FOR GOD'S SAKE, if u think u r really her fren and you want to warn her of things tt she doesnt know but ought to noe, den..
Y at her tag board?
Y not call her instead?
Y not tell her face to face..?
If u noe what's gg on, u'll definitely noe who or how Yan looks like, ryt?

Denial was never an excuse.

Ok tt was just a tot from me k..no offence to anione. If i did offend u, im sorry.

Dumdeedum.

Oh btw,
Tkder hp pn tkper laa wak kn....tag board pn bleh laa kn... Hhahahakz.. *winks*

To ALL those who have supported me in my performance, I LOVE U GUYS!!! u GUYS R THE BEST! ^-^

Scared nie...bsk ader performance nie....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Okie doks...Gtg..got projects lining up..!

K tata..love u~

...Munchies said "Ladeedum"...

2007-05-23T12:17:00.000+08:00

Heylooo huney buney sugar plummy....!!

Soooo realliiii sooourie....haiya. Nvr update very long oreadi liao.. Hahahkz.
*Cheh knon accent cine ahh tuu.*

Okie doks...have been really busy with dance lately....

Had a preformance at Tamp East CC with khairill yusoff...!!..but he is one bloody cheeky man. But still....its a one time opportunity to perform wit him u noe...
:D

And now....AYUNSARI is officially part of Tamp East CC..!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ^-^ Im soooo satisfied laaa.

Have an upcoming performance tis fri at bedok.....
Ahhhhhh nervous...!!!...even though its not my FIRST ever performance.

Hey..pppl get nervous wit dese kinda things okk. -.-

Oh anyway, sch's a hit..! It's simply luuuuuurrvve. Ah i loike.

But MID SEM TEST AROUND THE CORNER. It's shout-and-get-my-tresses-of-my-head time ppl.

Ladeedum.

Ok2..serious talk... Im feeling lucky now..for the FIRST EVER TIME IN MY LIFE...my nenek actually agreed on smtg that i LOVE to do...a.k.a. Dancing.

Terharu seyy gegerl. *tears welling up*

Cheh drama seyy.

But seriously laa..she has nvr given any support on anything i do...be it scouts nor silat.... I hate it...but i have to live wit it isnt it...? But it was WEIRD when she came down for my performance.

First ever affection shown by Nenek. Alhamdulillah! :D

Hhahakz.. I love my nenek..at least now i know i get her blessings in AT LEAST one of the things i love to do.

Okie dokie...gtg.. got clas!

Tata~

..Munchies dozing off to clas..

2007-05-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

It seems that I'm denying the fact that HE was the one when i thought it was impossible to happen..

Denying the fact that HE was always there for me...

Denying every memory...

Bad ones, Happy ones, Embarassing ones, Touching ones...

YOU made me believe in dreams,

YOU made me believe in miracles,

YOU made me believe in the IMPOSSIBLE..

YOU were the only person who was able to fill my heart again,

after that tragedy..

My wish have only been for you to be happy...and it still is....

....and just when i thought my dream had found a new face, even he........

Its not that I'm not happy...I AM. Serious.
But sometimes dere are things tt was only meant to be between me and Allah........
...things that are unconveyable by words...beyond explanation.

Sometimes, sacrifice is e ONLY way.
The MAGIC word is PATIENCE.

...Gustri Putri misses you...

2007-04-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

Heyyy....

Soriee laaa updating frequency veryy e poor...

Heehee. ^-^

Ok2...jz wanna sae a few things... *cheh2...feeling bt speech plak..*

Kkk...serious talk..

Hmm didn't expect anythg tt is happening in my life now to happen actually...
Alhamdulillah... Allah noes whats e best for me....n I redha to whatever he has given upon me... N i strongly believe whatever He does, He does it for e best..
=)

Im happy...and everyone else around me is happy...! *Alhamdulillah*

...and I'll ask for nothing more.. *winks*

Sch has been great....and so is dance....and not long enough, silat is gonna rock!

Oh n i missss allll my secondary sch frens...(..n yes it includes u, lij...and u alsoo Farah....)

Okie dokie... gtg...

Buubbbbyeeee!!

...Gusti Putri redha...

2007-04-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo.

Ryt...got my tymtable...CRAPPPPPP LAAAA!!

Not in e same class as MOKH & WANI.....*sobs*
NK NANES!!!

Okie doks...
Oh and and and i got SUPPLY CHAIN MNGMT for my cds.

Lyk WTH.

I ttried my best passing MBS to avoid dese kind of subj....n wad do i get??
E same relating one. Whattttttttttttttt. "-.-

Okay fine...at least got connectn to papa hot. :D Hehe. *winks*

Oooooo so looking ferward to e skool reopen. Wooo. ^.^

Okie dokie....gtg..as usual sm ***** stuff to do. {Allah Forgive Me..}

...Gusti Putri wants to eat...

2007-04-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ookk...

Umm..todae i feel super duper idiotic n dumb n clumsy.

Lyk The Most Clumsiest Day of my life gtuuu...

Aah dgr laaaaa citer nie........

First and foremost,

While dancing-cum-getting ready this morning, I hit my 3 long fingers against my closet.
"-.- Dumb.

2ndly and nt e most,

I feel dumb when Mr JamesBond saw me in FULL SCOUT UNIFORM.
{im proud of e uniform okkk...but lyk paisey sia...}
"-.- Idiotic.
*smacks forehead a trillion tyms*

3rd and the most,

My index finger accidentally got stuck in the toilet door..lyk BANG!..n OUCH!!!.. Tis happened wen i was gg into e toilet while VAINLY looking into e mirror in e toilet....NT EVEN REALISING i tersepit my hand at e door laaa.

"-.- Clumsy. WTH.

Ok..tts all.

PaiseyDay. Get it? Lyk MayDay Mayday..?
Forget it laa.

Okie doks..gtg... got logbk to do...Pffffffshh.
Oh cnt wait fer my timetable!

k daaaaaaaaa~

...Gustri Putri doing her job...

Lady Luck..

2007-04-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

Okkk i cant sleeeppp...eventho i noe i must cz tmr must wake up siang...but i noe i cant...but i noe i must...

My new-found-ladeedum-indonesian-princess-wannabe nickname :

Gusti Putri Ainun Adipati.

K stop it.

Btw....im lyk sooooooooo super duper totally into dancing laaa..
Superb..!

Have an upcoming event for dance...can't wait... Im soooo gonna lose all the ugly-looking-holiday-associated babats.
Oh hw i luuurrrveeee doing tt.
*evil grin*
Woots.

Hmmm...still looking forwrd to tt ONE PARTICULAR outing......
{..wak...kumpul duit bleh smpi jadi $1 million laaa seyyy...tp tk ahh..bedek jerr tuu..Heh.}

Ohhhhh and sch is reopen-ing soonnn.....Woohooo! Cnt wait for the ohhowihatebutlove hectic timetable.

Npk2 ne mcm gi skola sorg lgk sem nie....cnfrm all start diff timig frm me...
Cz im lyk e ONE AND ONLY biz student in e click..?
Ladeedum.
Oh very unique of me indeed. Bleeh.

Ohhh ohh and suddenly cntacted back my longlostnowthenfound kanda.

Gusti Putra Safwan Adipati.

Farah, bkn boyfie kau ehh.
Hahahkz...He's my long lost fren...whom i lost contact with lyk donkey yrs ago..... Was scrolling my frenster msg den saw tis msg...lyk sm dunnoe which stranger...n it turned out to be this irritaing ass laa... Hhaahakz...
{...jgn marah ya kanda...but im jz being plain honest.. :p..}

N my assumptions werre ryt!...he is a freakingly irritating positive thinking idiot.
Lyk OMG laa.

okoie doks.....hope JamesBond is having lots of fun in his new environment. :)
I dunno y im being very nice heeerrrreee........ *scratch3 tralalalala*

Oh n i had lots of fun learning during NGAJI class...thx ehh mama enrol kn Ain in tis ngaji class.... :D

Okie doks...wanna slp. Daaaaaaaaaa~

....Gusti Putri mahu beradu....

2007-04-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

Halo Haloooo......!!!

Hehh.....changed my blogskin.....Woooo. ^.^

Well it doesnt REALLY relate to my life....but it's nice. That is ALL that matters.
Heeee.

Okie doks...sorie laa nvr update long time oready...no time wadd..... U noe what i've been up to these daes rrryyyytttttt.

{ cheh mcm buat pe gtu...padahal2..... }

Ohh ohh ohhh.....jz now....!! I was drinnking my duno-how-many-daes-old apple drink....(..not expired yet ahh...!) Den2...i realise got pulp insyd den got this small black2 pulps alsoo.....

N i realise it was..............pulps of course...and ANTS????

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I was lyk OMG. Den i walked looking..umm...{more of trying..} to look cool......n ithrew that bottle of apple juice+pulps+ants into the bin.

Mind you...tis is e 2nd tym...e last tym i ate a bread with sugar and butter.....and ANTS???

iT WAS DARK N I DIDNT REALISE OK.

Im not an ant lover. DEFINITELY NOT. Hmph...stoopid ants.

Heeehhee... Ok....thats all laaa tt has been exciting fer me....tis week...

Oh got logbk....but dat wan nxt week...but tis sat got 1st aid test... WTH. I dn even noe wat to do. Hmmmmm. :S

Okie dokie....till then... Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

...munchies said "..."...

2007-04-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

Im just being plain IGNORANT of my feelings ok peeps..

Don't ask y.

I really dunno laaa seyyy...MAYBE i know....but i CHOOSE to ignore it ok.

Ok fine I know. *rolls eyes*

Ok...enuf of tt crap k....Ain Stop It Laaa!

K happy stuff time!

Ooooh........i've actually decided what my real my lifelong passion is.....DANCING!
Baaaaaaa. I tink because i enjoy doing it.....and it has become part of me.
Heee. ^-^

Well...u cnt blame me... I've been dancing since i was like what....4 yrs old?

Ok2...my head spinning like crazy...gtg.. Eh wait2...sm last words..

~Each face tells a different story....and each story unfolds a thousand meaning.....~

*..i tot i saw sm1 like you...n it made me miss you more...i jz dn undastd y im feeling tis wae towards you....*

...munchies da jd gal_confused seyy...

Ladeedum

2007-03-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Heyyyloooooo....

Hehe. ^-^

Stooooopid laaaaaaaaaaaaa...cnt upload my pics i jz toookkk!!!
Walao.

Nvm. I jz update laaa kk...

E past 3 daes.....eat BBQ foooddd only....

1: Picnic wit e gals..
2: E boys's pit... (..of which e fire WE built..malu kn malu kn..!)
3: Oneida BBQ n Campfire..!!

Hahakz.. Had lyk damn a hell lots of fun laaa...Masyaallah...... Gerek laaas seyyyy.....
Picnic we built our VERY OWN FIRE. Heeeeeeeeee. Not called a scout for nothing okkk..... Baaaaaaaa.

Hmmm...Jz nw got BBQ. I swear our faces...{esp Yan n Mine} burnt laaa sia.....Got natural blusher seyyyy... Woo.^.^
Hhahakz... LOADS of fun at e beach....

Den go hm rush3 again...go fer Whitley Campfire....!!!
Fun lyk helllll!!!
.....and and and our performance was ROCKING mannnnnn..!!
It was done a 2nd time....ON REQUEST...!!!

Hahahhakz... I love Oneida Scouts! *muakzzzz*

Okk...shit laaaa...cnt upload photo....Darn. Got candid pics laaa... Walao eh.

Okie doks...
I want go watch hindustan..!

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

...munchies gtg...

meditating position

2007-03-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

Hey-hoe..........!

I dunno wad i wanna feel now.

Went fer Maulidur Rasul jz nw at Expo...lyk 1st tym seeyy...
Masyaallah..i was feeling lyk SUPER DUPER AWKWARD..n wearing a jubah..?

Hahakz..thank god dere was Yan n Lijjy....2 little kambings...+myself=3 laa!

It was a very rejuvenating session... I loyke...!

Oh and and...dere wass Ustaz Aa Gym...very very good laaa....multi talented lyk heaven wann laa!!
{..well, he has two wives btw...n dat xplains his charisma...}

But it was jz TOO BAD Ustaz Fakrur..eh i mean Fahrurrazzi didnt make a ceramah.... {...fakrur anak saper sak....masyaallah!..} *wink2*

Stressed out lyk crazy.

Dn worry..im nt committing suicide.

Worst cm to worst, u'll jz hv to send me to u-noe-where hospital.

Ok gtg.....got to do TT stuffs..{i bet u noe wad im talking abt ryt Su..?}

K daaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Anything just REDHA.

....munchies sighs....

Peace

2007-03-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

After sooooooo looooonnnnnnnnnnnggg.

Im back.....nt fer long actually...

Ni pn by luck dere's internett connctn SUDDENLY.. {oh i tink God pitied me...fer a while....}

N ya by luck i get to update... a bitt...

Ok sooo...been really bz wit scouts n venturing.....n my nanny is complaining......abt me nt having ebuf rest...n money wise...n....

Bla3..Yada3..Blek3...

But i miss my nanny n glad im spending family time wit her.... Hees. (..ok did i jz wrote tt down?..)

Oh there has been soo much happening tt i cnt simply jot it all down sooo....yaaa... Sorry...

Oh I PASSED my examz!!!!!! Thank God no supp paper.....!

Sorie to those taking supps....whatever im gonna write has no connectn to u ppl....but i jz wanna voice out my opinion alrightey?

(Plz oh plz do not b hurt by my comments....im feeling a bit bitchy now...so mind my language dear..)

I mean if u tink u cant do fer the main exam ppr, what makes u tink tt u can make it fer e supp ppr? Im nt saying tt e supp is harder but there might b a chance it is....and tt spells out disaster.

But in anyway, I'll jz hope my frens who are sitting fer e supp would be blessed by Allah's grace and do really well.....!! Reallyy...coz i cant bear to see e disappointment on their faces..

Makes me wanna cry. :,/

Oh congratulations My Dear Izyan!! Hope u n Fah smpi ke jinjang pelamin lah ye nakkk.......aminnn! ^-^

Ok as fer myself.....
I dn wanna ask anitg fer myself...
I mean Allah has His reasons fer everythg...

Oh n yaa..btw, i tink im gg abroad to further study afta my 3 yrs herre..It's my uncle's suggestion.....

But i dn feel lyk it...cz i cant jz leave everyone here... I mean there are obligations to tt decision...

I guess i'll make a definite decision during my final yr in poly...

:(

Okie doks...gtg...sleepy lyk hell...gt percussion ltr at 11am..

So tata~

....munchies nk tido....

Sooooorrrryyy...!!

2007-03-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

All puddy2 pumkins pie of mine.........................!

I am soooooooo sooooooooo sorry fer not updating...i had no tym to even eat properly...aper lgk update seyyyy.... ^-^

Ok so here goes...(..i tink its gonna b a pretty LONG entry..bear wit me dear...)

Soo...EXAMS OVER mannn..!!!!!!
Lyk finally....but my last ppr SUCKED lyk hell...

But i dn care. It's over. *smile lyk a freak*

Jz came bck from TORTURE CUM FUN LYK HELL camp at sch.... Too bad it's jz a dae....
N i didnt get enuf scratches....

Darn.

Ouhhh....n im lyk totally looking forward all e activitie cming uppp....

1) Squash cum Movie with leaders

2) JOB WEEK Camp...!!!{..with PIONEERING session...Woo.)

3)Tampines Sport Meet

4)Hmmmm..{..dunno whether i shd mention this outing....Hmm maybe nt yet..}

....n lots more outing to come bebeh.....I sooooo cant wait laaaaaa.....~~

Hmmm....

Life ehh.....

Well....it's part n parcel of life when u smtyms feel lyk u're non-existent....or dere's a personality clash....n u feel u cant get along with them.......

It's all normal...

See ahh...It's simple...

Lyf isnt fair....n u cant ALWAYS have things ur way.... As tym pass, u'll realise that people do change smhw or e other.....
N i dn blame anyone for e change...
I feel that pple chge to adapt to their surroundings....may it be in a good OR bad wae....

So dn wooryy if u tink u've chged...cz it's natural...

It's how u deal with it tt matters.....

It's life's course that problems are being faced.....n I BELIEVE that life is not life without it's problems...

Face it. Life is UNFAIR.

Ok2...enuf of that...

K i tink im getting KO-ed....

Tym to do my favourite past time..................SLEEP.

Ok daaaaaaa~

....Happy is not a statement. It's a question....

Happy Love Day.

2007-02-14T15:07:00.002+08:00

Yeah2....i call it love instead of valentine.... y?

Simple. I dn hv a boyfie u c.. (sorie farah...used ur werd....hees.)

Hmmm...oh yaa...eventhough i dn celebrate....my LOVEY DOVEY COUSY gave me a whote rose!!!!!! WEeeee!!! I love u kak jamz!!!!!...i noe u love me too.....;)))

WHITE ROSE...IS LOVE..!!!!..n red roses too...

Hmmm..

Oh yaa... got a prezzie from Maimon toooo....SOSWEET..... i LOE YOU mAI....N I NOE U LOVE ME TOOO.... :)))))

oKIE DOKS..

got to do quiz....if nt i'll go crazy...

K bye.

...munchies said love...

2007-02-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

Hey everyoneee.......

Sorie3...so long nvr update.... Very the bz laa...den my lappy oso lyk dodol...

Ok3.... so yaa.... Its been long tiring weeks of projec submissions and proposals... So many of them due during e same tym and all.... Im sure my fellow friends in school understand..*winkz*

Hmmm oh n yaa... I jz came bck from e SEAMANSHIP CAMP...and i got to DRIVE A BOAT.....(tt is w/o any legally proven license, mind u...) And....e boat almost got knocked by another BIG BIG VESSEL...(im sure shida remembers vividly this part...and e part where she oso get to drive e boat...)

Lyk DUH-uh. We almost got killed. God.

Ok2...den hmm...but we had LOADS OF FUN..n i mean LOTS OF IT.

=D

Hmm oh yaa... O lvls results.....

To my darling2 Lina Farhana.....CONGRATULATIONS ON UR 18 POINTS!!!!! Woooooohoo.^.^ After soo much you've gone thru, i guess this is the pay-off huh... Heessss.... We shall go out sooon. yIPPEE!!

Hmm...n to those who didnt make it, dn worry.. Its another opportunity fer u to open anoder door of ur lyf....n Im always dere by ur side aites... =)))

Okie doks.

Gtg.

Running late fer class...

dAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

.....munchies is late!!!.....

Happy Belated Bdae.

2007-01-31T12:26:00.000+08:00

Heyy3...

Sorie2....very long nvr update.... SORIE to e power of infinity. ^-^
So here we go....

Thurs, 250107

It's my bdae.....!...woo.....FINALLY 18. Yessssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Ladeedum. Sooo, went to skooollll with a tralalala mind and had classes till 1.....

Den i log into my msn.....{..still waiting fer that one particular person to wish me......I could have killed him if he fergot! }

Eh wait2.....JAMESBOND was being damn sweeet laaa.....he actually SANG to me on e phone.........

*music* Happy bdae to u x2...happy bdae to Ain...Happy bdae to you.....!*music off*

Lykkkkk supppppeeerrrr sweeeet ryt. Hees.. Thanks ehhh....[..he actually rehearse it b4hand laaa...]

And soooo...cntinuing frm e MSN thingy..... soo yaa... HE went on9...and said hapie bdae....!!! How sweet...
He remembered....!
He sent msg thru frenster also.....hahakz...
So we chatted.....n we met under e blk for a fulll 2HRS..

It was gr8 catching things up with hym after all that has happened between us........about a yr ago....

Hmmm...and it was really good to noe that he's happy now...n that smile of his really calms my soul down ryt till todae..... :)))) Hees.

Some things just cant be expressed in words...... ^.^

It was e best bdae present substitute ever laaa... *winks*

And.....my frens.....all of u out dere.... A wish form all of u was more than enuf fer me....
U guys are e best gift ever that was given to me.. GOD'S SENT.

^-^

Sunday 280107

Yeahhhhh....anoder dae of e lyf......FULL OF SURPRISES..... n i mean lyk literally.
Hahahakz... So i promised Mai i wud go out wit her tdae.... So i got ready...n was kinda late.....
So i rush3 to e door3......n guess wat3 hapened?

2 bdae carols girls singing happy bdae to me....one with a HUGE card..(which i simply love!!!!!..) and e other with a cake.......that has OUR PIC printed on it........!!!!!!!

Mai n Lij.....arent they jz sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet????????

Hahhahahkz....so yaa...we ate e cake....and went to Marina n mkn......n watch Ghost Tunnel...

Bloody scary laaa....and all e heartattacks to Mai n Lij was triggered by none other than ME. Heeeeeee. Peace ehhh...

Hhahakkazz...

Todae

Im feeling very hungry now....n meeting e others soon..... I'll be lyk damn bz these few weeks and may nt update for quite a period..... So bear wit me ppl!!!!! Hehe

Okie doks... Gtg... Oh pics will be updated ltr...smtym...in e future..

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

...munchies is e short form...

2007-01-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Bdae to Me...!

Ok update ltr aites....gtg...
Have an appointment....
Tata~

..Happy Bdae Munchkeens..

2007-01-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

Oh i fergt...

One day, if our worlds were to combine....

It will have a big lollipop in the centre that joins both worlds.. =)

....munchkeens smiled in the midst of her pain....

Makapu btol.

2007-01-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

Walaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ehhhh....!

Stoooopid sia.....lost marks fer no reason. Shit.

My MBS QUIZ's deadline was lyk YESTERDAE??? Makapu.

Sort sia......class da laa bloddy freaking damn competitive.........lost mark smmore.... F**k laaaaaa........
Screwed up my MBS presentation....all we did was lyk a WASTE OF TIME???....cz everythg was lyk WRONG????

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak ai.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiii mak kau.......pe geram.

Ain : Ok Chill Ain chill.........it's nt such a big mistake....Chill....
Voice in e head : Chilll masuk dlm freezer la ehh......exams cming still wanna chill....campfire smmore.....chill ur head laaa dodol... u tink funny isit....???
Ain : Shut up laa.
Voice in e head: Diam ah............

Ok cut it u both....Crappy head btl.... Hmmmmmmmmm... nt beeen updating lately....sorry hor....been really bz...n I mean REALLY bz laa.....
Lots of school werk to finish....n im lyk SOOOOOO far behind schedule.

Aiyaama.

My friends....
Hmm..
They've had sm rough tyms these few weeks.....n i mean until today.....stilll....
Dearie2 pumpmkins......all these r jz tests fer us all.... Im sure we'll definitely make it thru....n I'll always be here fer u guys......

Whenever....wherever....forever....

Ok?

Aaaaahhhh..(e angel falling sound...)

Hmmm...love....

This is sucky.... I dunno y....but i jz felt lyk typing it.....hees.

Umm ya btw James Bond, asl awk panggil kter Ain The Maximum???
* tt "hmm" emoticon" *

K gtg...

Tata.

Miss hym...

...munchkeens is having a headache...

Sorry hor.

2007-01-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

Heyeyyyyyyeyyy.....

Sorie laa peeps....
Been very very very very very very very very BUSY laaaa..

Believe or not.....i hv lyk ALL of my projects due like NEXT WEEK???!!!
Hate it but love it.

Ya im such a confused person. I noe.

Oh n i sooooo love scouting life fer heaven's sake! Its lyk SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY FABULICIOUS-LY fab. Woooooohooo.

Cnt wait for PIONEERING!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Haiz....
I dunno...
I feel lyk as if i cnt feel anymore.....lyk as if my heart is no longer in the place it used to be....

I wanna cry....but no tears would slide down my cheeks...

I wanna shout...but no sound seem to cm out even if i shout my throat out.

I feel sooooo cramped....
Maybe it's all my fault....
Haiz.

Life has to go on....

{ I would sacrifice all my happiness if it means giving u all the happiness in e whole wide world}

Hmmm...listening to "Ghaibmu"....such a tragic song..
But yaaaa.....
Mannnnnn... I jz feel lyk bursting out sia.....shout my lungs out.................!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

No. Ain, u hv to b strong.

Biar waktu mengubat rindu....

...munchkeens struggling...

2007-01-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you,
Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby..

Hey.

2007-01-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

Its jz Me,Myself&The Orchids.
The so-oh deprived-of-childhood pose. ^.^

Hey.

Y does my new year has to be this way..........?
Y?

Hmmm...my maternal grandpapa passed away yesterdae. =,(
I was toooo freakingly shock to cry..n when i did cry EVENTUALLY...it was bedtime.

Sob2.

Y did this have to add up to my already-oh-TOO-depressed situation.........? Y eh?

Doggamit laa.
Shit.
Uuuuuuurrrggghhhh. {...while stretching her every strand of hair out in all directions..}

Darn.
I mean how bad cn things get...?

Hmmmm...so anyway....
Went to Sentosa on 060107....had darrrnnnn lotsa fun dere with lady ventures n salim n abg maman. Hahahakz. N we were so dumbfounded at the inspirational werds spoken by OUR VERY OWN ABG MAMAN N SALIM. Hees.

Oh yaaa....i FINALLY got over my fear of heights.Thanks to the skylift.....tt has no support at the very bottom of my feet.
Its lyk OMG.
Details at Yan's Blog. ^.^
Baaa..

Oh yaaa...pics at e top. Saw ryttt..?

Ok daaaaaaaaaa~

....munchkeens was depressed lyk f**k....

(No Title)

2007-01-05T13:29:00.001+08:00

Hey..

ANNOUNCEMENT:

I may not be updating often due to responsibilities i hold as a student in Temasek Polytechnic and as a Venture of Oneida Scouts Group.

Thank You for your kind understanding.

Hees... That's all.. ^-^

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

....munchkeens made an announcement, ppl....

What A Life!

2007-01-02T16:58:00.001+08:00

and the story goes.....

......so she let go of the balloon tied to her wrist cause the strings was hurting her....and her wrist were bleeding.. Nevertheless, she cntinued skipping happily with the ice cream in her hand, savouring every cooling sensation down her throat.
But,
As she licks her ice cream, it went sidewaes n *blop* it fell to the ground...
She looked at the blob n walked away....As she walked, she turned to see the blob of ice cream seeping in to the tar road... She shrugs n turned back and skips down the long road.....
Now hoping to find a lollipop to sweeten her daes...
She skipped n skipped n skipped.... *tralalalala*

(..adapted by HAJAR'S ice cream girl story.. THANKS ehh landok..)

Wat a wae to start e new yr ryttt.....Hmmm but all that's well ends well...Yaaa....

Getting over ISN'T an overnight process ok sugar......

Now as i type.... I realise it really was a blessing in disguise...I got over smtg which i didn't think i cud possibly get over in 5 yrs tym......... Wow....

Thanks eh Bo......really appreciate it. ^-^

Umm ok. Daaaaa..

N Izyan...we sure have gone thru a lot...and all that is sooooo 2006 ryts deary2...We're soooo gonna kick some ass tis yr. I bet you that! =D

....munchkeens eyes are hurting her....

Happy New Year!

2007-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year all u beautiful peepol out dere!!!!!

Hahahkz.. I cant believe it maaaannnn.. It's 2007....!!!!
My God. Wowweywow..!

Well what can i say..... Here cms anoder yr....and anoder fabulicious year on e list! Hahakz..

Gals.....we are SOOOO gonna rock 2007 laaaa....! I noe my gals....dey're e strongest, loveliest and most willing-to-be-dere-fer -you ppl in e whole wide werld maaannn!!!! Love u babies....! =D

(..Im lyk practically shouting laaaa...hees..cnt help it....*blink3*)

Oohhhhh God. 2006 has been a tremendously fantastic yr......Things have started & ended & started & ended & started........n it goes on in a circle............... N we all come to be a more matured n stronger person when facing e obstacles in lyf...... N we'll all go through it TOGETHER. Love u guys! ^+^

Well.....its called the circle of life fer a reason ok. ^-^ Accept it.

It's the end of 2006..the end of a chapter in life..
Its the beginning of 2007..the start of a new beginning.

I don't believe in things fer no reason.

...munchkeens hugs everyone!...

Dhoom!

2006-12-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

Dhoom2 jz take my life..
Dhoom2 jz break my heart..
Dhoom2 jz tear apart...!

Heylllooo. Hees.

I loyke my new blogskin laaa.......it has LOLLIPOPS...!!
Gedddit onnot..? I noe.

Dhoom again....!

Peoople out there..
Better beware...
I'm back with a dare...
A dare that is RARE..
So rare.......................you'll just have to bear.

Hmmm i cant tink of any rhyming lines laaa..
Anyway peeps.... Im back to my normally-insane attitude nw....

....living in my own world.....(..sounds familiar hah??..=) )

Hahahkz.. I wanna start afresh...meet everyone...n smillee! Hees. Guess life would be so much better wen u dn tink abt wat HAS happened...but rather think about wat is GOING to happen..

In short, look forward.
Don't look back to e decisions u've made.
Don't look back to whateva tt has happened.

Hmmmm..blabber..blabber..blabber..

I feeel lyk cabot-ing my nose now....................smbody help.
It's lyk...(..killing me softly......with the nose....)
Hehehe.

Oh ya.....FINALLY finished e irritatingly interesting psycho quizzezz...
Hee. Woo. ^.^

K laaaaa....im lyk mendaaaaak nw...n hungry abit laa. Bt jz nw jz eat leh......Haiya...hw to get body lyk aish u tell me....

Oh ya btw....yest my water supply at hm kena cut sia.....n i was lyk fer heaven's sake filling all the basins in the werld with water...tt was running lyk wad....0.000000009ml/hr....?? God......
But lucky restore oready....Phew!

If nt i hv to go Yan hse to bath sia..... Baaaaaaaa. "-.-

Okie doks...gtg...

Tatatatatatitititititututututu..~

...munchkeens newself...

Ok.

2006-12-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ok.
Ya.
Hello.
Boo!

Ummm....sooo yaaa..... Am damn sick....lyk Im totally losing my voicce n all.......... but i loike my voice lyk rocky2 serak2......but yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Im nt complaining tt im sick. Really. Ok.

Went to skool jz nw.......fer God sake im lyk sick....! But anyway....dragged my feet, hands, nose...ummmm practically e whole body..(DUH.)..to skool jz to do e proj. Yaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Den went to meet e peeps. Den my deary2 bestie2 fren was having probs.....kesian sey......Lyk i wanna cry with him lyk dat.......neva saw him tt wae b4.....
He was lyk our pillar of strength sia....n wen he suddenly broke dwn tt wae, my mind jz went blank! Lyk Oh My GOd...... Dn worrie Mal.... We'll be here to support u alll e wae!!!!! ^_^

Its lykkkkk yaa. Life is unfair.It wouldnt be called life if its fair. *shrugs*

Soo yaaaa.

Btw im sooo addicted to *singing*...tell me Quando quando quando......

Really? Ok.

Glad my babygirls are very ok very ok. =)

....munchkeens says ~tadaaaaaa~....

Life is like an ice cream. Enjoy it before it melts.

2006-12-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

If it's not meant to be, then NO forces in the world can bring us together.

Each person who appears in another's life is meant to make an impact on that person's life.

Things happen for a reason..and it's always a blessing in disguise.

But then again......things between me & you would have been perfect if there's no trigger.

It would have been.

...munchkeens deep in thought...

Heyyyyy...Laalalalalalaa.

2006-12-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy everyone.

Hehees.

Ladeedum
Daadeedumdeedum.
Tralalala.

Ok....yaaa... Babygirls are back frm holidays..........yippee. Baaa...
Mendak sia...

Oh yaa went to PP..(short form fer Parkwae Parade..hee.) Bought sm clothes n stuff.......wee. Got new clothes to wear oready. Yeay. ^-^

Oh yaaa.....did i tell u.........went to eat jz nw.... den e boy who send me e drink was lyk soooooooooooooooo crang laaa.

N i mean SO CRANG.
Heavens senntt...wala!

Gals....we shd go go dere smdae..! Baaaaaaa. *winks*

Was reading dose convo i saved..which remains nw as memories.
Hahz.. Wnder hw ppl lie soo much. Speaking fer myself hah. Bt at least i lie to MYSELF..not to others.

Perfect night..Perfect timing..Perfect cheat..Perfect lie.

Don't ferget to bring a white rose at my funeral.

Thank You.

....munchkeens signing off....

2006-12-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

Haloo000ooo2 everyone....

Ehh sorie laaa hor nvr update...hv been doing proj rite from MON to FRI laaa.... Peace no noise. ^-^

Ok soo yaaaa...Mr WAN BONCH has a blog..........! Amazing. So much fer him nt liking blogs....or was it Bo...? Ok i tink its Bo. Teehee. Sorie Wan Bonch.......! Baa.

Sooo yaaa.....went to Rowh's pit......she alwaes hv smtg lyk this on.....I loykeeeee! Haahakz... Coool huh! Welll........had lots of fun lollycam-ming..........eventho Mr Bunga was dere..... nahhhh..
Frankly dear, i dn give a damn. ^-^ Hees.

Ok some of e MANY pics i tookk..hold on.....its at e top. Hee. Cant help it ryttttttt......... * roll eyes*

Okie dokie...Shaall update u pplll wen my babygirls cm bck frm holidaes yaa.....yeah...Miss babygirls.....!

....munchkeens updates....

Tralalalala.

2006-12-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Yoooooohu.

Helloooo all u beautifuul ppl out dere~

Baaa. Ok anw....i bought tis HUGE heart shape cushion.....which cmes with....a pair of hands? (..WAT ON EARTH was i thinking maan...cushion with hands???..)

oOoook its lyk raining damn heavily laaaa outside........n im damn cold sia!!!!!!!!

Ok....sooo yaaa..went to sch...did psycho proj and all....LUCKILY laaa my proj mates are as insane as i am....wait....im a lil bit more insane than they r....but yaaaaaaaaaa...they'rre still insane.
Gg to sch was AT LEAST better than sitting at hm watching tv laaaaaaaaaaaa.......(..u noe hu u r...u irritant u...)

Hmmmm den went to mt the peepol....n watched ERAGON...(..e idea of watching movie was me n jaro....BUT e movie we watched was suggested by our VERY OWN MR WAN BONCH. )
Thx eh Wan.

Buuuutt e movie wasnt too bad at all...But ppl, DRAGONS? U out of ur mind or smtg? I had to admit...e dragon was kinda BEAUTIFUL.

Ok..so went hm.....eh wait2....I LAYERED my hair!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. But nw it's a bit shorter.

Doggammit.

....Munchkeens said.."Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~"....

Exams OVER....n now what...

2006-12-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

Yeay..EXAMS OVER.

Soo nw wat....? 2 weeeks....? Wat e hell am i gg to do at hm.......? I wonder how I wonder what....

Haiz...Had fun talking yesterdae nite at e carpark....yaaa...

Everyone has their own perception on different things. I think it depends on how u look at things...how u look at ur life....

Ppl may say i have a really sad n pathetic life....my life only revolves around novels, books & hindi movies.......

But i love it jz e wae it is.

So wat if ppl think its boring......Try living in my shoes fer a moment n den u noe hw it feels lyk... Im nt saying tt watever im feeling or leading is smtg very big or smtg u have to learnt.....
Im jz trying to send a message across to appreciate whatever u already have..
Because humans tend to take advantage of smtg tt they already got..

I learnt from my mistakes...i mean e impact i got frm e incident tt happened had made me realised enuf.... Enuf to make me appreciate things as it is.

Some things are better left undone..untouched..unspoken...unreciprocated.

Some things are better left e wae it is. Unamended.

Maybe tt wae...it'll heal on its own...with tym..

Biarkan ini semua berakhir sudah...

..munchkeens thinking..

What Is Wrong With Me?

2006-12-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Seriously.....

What ON EARTH is wrong with me man....????

I tink i shd really draw a MINDMAP to see an overview of my emotions.
Im gg mad like hell sia.......I cant take it sey...lyk as if there is this two palms pushing the temples out of my head maaaaaaannnn.....

Aaaaaaah.

Caution : HELP. PLEASE.

Kyon Ki Itna Pyaar Tumko Karte Hai Hum.

Haiz...I jz wanna run away from everything as of now....n i mean EVERY SINGLE THING.

I jz wanna find some peace..if not fer myself, den at least fer the people around me.....

At least they dn hv to trouble their mind if they noe i hv a problem or smtg.....

God..Please keep all the people that i love away from all problems.

Hmmmmm i jz cant study at tis very point of tym.

Ur rite Jaro...my feelings are so mixed up but i made it sound soo simple. Yuppp I made it sound so simple.

Ok laa. Nytez Sweet Dreamz Take Care.

..munchkeens at her last level of patience..

2006-12-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

Jz some lyrics....tt quite relates to my life as of the PAST & PRESENT.

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

"Broken"

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away

There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Yupp..That's it.

MID TERM TEST WEEK. 111206-151206

2006-12-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyy all my lollipopssss...n lollipostresses..(got such word want meh..?)

So yaaaaa...had my first paper jz nw at 9.......yaaa Accounting didnt really suck jz nw....nt tt much at least. Hahkz. Wellll...oh ya.... AT LAST i ACTUALLY manage to balance my Balance Sheet...and all e accounts relating to it.

WOOOOOOOOOO. Its lyk after 2 1/2 yrs of doing accounting, 1st tym sia balance.......
Cmon......arent u guys excited fer me...............................? *Blink3*

So much fer being excited huh. Ok i noe i noe i lead a boring life..but wat can i do.......It's MY life. Cant run away frm it...can i?

Ladeedum.

Ok tmr will be MICROECONS paper......so can relax a bit laaaaa....i tink.. :/

Okiez.......OH YA BTW...watched part of High School Musical.......wat a lovely story of teenage lyf.......!!! I loyke............................................baaa.

Ok2 gtg...Nd to relax my mind first b4 i study ltr........

...munchkeens didnt screw up 1st ppr...

2006-12-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Heeeyyyyyyyyy

Im back...ok since wen was i gone....?

Nvm.

Ok sooo went out to study 2dae..with Fahmi n Rasydan....den Mal,Ash n Wan came dwn......sooo yaa..

Study3.
(...boy...wont i ever get bored with studying?..[singing] I wonder how I wonder y..)

Oh yaa.....den e dwn syndrome guy at Tmart sat near our table....n Ash said he was doing sex positions.........(..WTF???..)... & tt also while looking at ME????? Holy shit!
I was so PISSED i jz bang the table n turn to him...n jz glared at him....
Craaaappy head. N he didnt dare look at me frm then.

Didnt know i was TT monstrous. Baaa.

Shut Up. Only I can sae tt.

Oh crap. I HATE MBS.

Ok. Tts it..i wanna study.

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

..munchkeens hate MBS..

Babygirls......U guys are e only one im left with.

2006-12-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

First n foremost, I'd like to thank God for blessing me wit all my babygirls coz without them, I dn tink i'll b blogging this nw....

Chey2...dgr2 mcm Grammy awards. Baaaa.

No lah......Thanks Hunny(..my so-called siamese twin tk jadi...) fer wanting to be dere wen i need sm1 to share my feelings with. Thankz hunny...from bunny. Hahahaha. Tt sound so wrong laaa.

Oh ya...to James Bond.....thankies e very much fer lending me ur listening ears....I reallllllllyyyyyyyy appreciated tt..... THANK YOU!..and also thanks fer tolerating my crap n listening to my absolutely absurd comments... Hees.

I noe it'll be such a waste to dwell ard with drawbacks in lyf.....

But....

Tts wad im scared of....giving everything n getting ntg. It'll be such a waste of my effort wouldnt it....?

Yea.. Tts y.

OH YA... Emotions are jz chemicals in your body.Ntg more. I tink.

..munchkeens jz jotted dwn sm thgs..

2006-12-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sesungguhnya Kekasihku hanya ALLAH seorang....

Hees.

Ok...i need to regain my composure of everything back...

I need my stars n e moon.

I need sm tym alone maaannn. I REALLY need the breakwater soooo much..!!!!

Admit Me to IMH plz. Please!!!!! Hees

I neeed flowers. n lollipops. n flowers. n lollipops. n flowers. n lollipops.

Roses plz.

K gtg go. My nurse is asking me to log off now. Brat.

Daaaaaaaaa~

..munchkeens went crazy..

2006-12-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Is it jz me or is it the TESTS blues maaaannn.........????

Ok ppl...get this straight in ur head will ya....?

I've made my decision...n e decision is FINAL. I'm never turning against my own words...

What is past IS past. I noe I wont let myself go back to u again. This is the last and the ever last tym im ever going to mention abt u again.

I've erased you out of my life. U no longer exist in my life. U used to be e noise i keep listening to....BUT NOT ANYMORE.

After 2 consecutive tyms of heartbreak, its NOT WISE to give u anymore chances.

Cz im happy with my life now as there is NO MORE YOU.

Only one man exists in my life now. HIM. NOT YOU.

Im proud of myself fer throwing aside all e things related to u. I've finally did it. Im proud of myself...!

...munchkeens had enuf of YOU...

2006-12-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

Read between the waters.... Baaa.
Ummm Broken Angel?
Loneliness crept into her angelic form.
Claustrophobic anyone? I bcame so, afta seein this, inside Vivo.
Architecture at its best.
heeeyyyy dere....

Hahakz..Happy (atlast)17th Birthday to Izyan!!!!!!! Yeay....applaud2 everyone.. Heees...

Ok cool.. Told ya i was gonna have sooooooooooooooo much fun at Vivo.n I DID. WE ALL DID. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Oh n n n n n we saw fireworks!!!!!!!! Fireworks ppl.......!KEBOOOOOOOM KEBUM KEBABOM..?

and i took a video of it. At laast, my phone cud do tt. *wide smile*

Too bad Md Bukhari couldnt follow us. =( Hees.

Oh yeah.

..munchkeens tired of studying..

Lalalalaladeeeeedddduuummm

2006-12-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

ladeedum.

K im lyk in skoollll....in e lib duh.

K...lalalala.. Hees. Im looking at my life in a glass that is half full.......nt half empty. (..see Md Bukhari....im nt pessimistic.)

K here cms sufi again..distrb3.

Blableblubli.

K i love my blogskin.....i loyke...cz e pict of e ring is identical to e one on my finger. :) Yeay. Its seldom u discover smtg lyk this u noe....................... Baaaaa.

K gtg. Nk gi Vivo City wit my galz.. K im sooooooo gonna have fun...............................! Baaa

K

Tralalalala. Bubbyez!

.....munchkeens in school....

2006-11-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

Otw to PGL The Musical...........Weeeeee!
My Huney-BuneySugarplum
The A&F peepol......nt all actually...
Mai-Mon & Kimek
Ummmm..wat was tt again....?? Wani........................smiiile!!!!
Arent we jz adorable......?? :p

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical..!

2006-11-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yooooooooooooohu.

PGL e Musical was DAMN GOOD laaaaa...!!!! I m so thankful to Farah Amira&Family for giving me a chance to feel hw it is to go to a musical.......! Woo.

Ok. Phantom Of The Opera next.

The Hang Tuah is lyk hot stuff laaaaaa....! Stephen Rahman-Hughes..!
Waaaaaaah. He's Malay is lyk so mcm water........so freaking fluent.

Baaaaa. Tk dpt amek gbr dgn org der, amek gbr ngn poster pn jadi laaa.. =)

Oh ya.....!!! I saw AFDLIN SHAUKIN....!!!!.....super duper cuuuuuute fat guy lah....! Wasted cnt take pic wit him cz too many ppl...n i shy laar.
Teehee.
N i saw Khairudin Saharom..Rilla Melati...Sharon Ismail...yada3.

=) Peace.

Waaaaah. Waht a star studded place. I loyke. ^-^

Oh shit oh crap oh darn it...! I cant seem to bluettoth my damn photos to e damn lappy. Damn it.

Got e esplanade photo................. -_____-

Ok i wanna thank Nurul Izyan Md Azman fer helping me wit my blogskin n stuff......(..btw, i noe hw to put e photo already.............!..)

Ok. I wanna slp.

Ladeedum.

ZzzzzZzZZzz.

..munchkeens dropped by..

2006-11-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

Yoooohu.

Jz finish psycho tutorial nw. Waiting fer evryone to finish.......... Am i sweet or wat maaaan. Baaa.

So ya.... the dimply happy guy is Muhammad Bukhari Mumtaz. (..happy..?) Ladeedum. Aren't u jz sweeeeeeet to tag tt...? Baaaha. Yeay.

Dunno eh.....im listening to "Ghaib"......e song mcm menusuk di kalbu sey.................... One trigger of tt song to my sickening brain n EVERY memory of **** & me comes rushinggggg back as if the time is gonna stop. Ladeedum.

Glad tt he is happy with his life nw. To Marital Bliss hopefully.. =) Im really happy fer you.

(Jz had to get tt out of my chest. Shit.)

Hmm im lyk soooooo jealous of Jaro's blog. Suuper duuper niice laaaaaaaaaah. ( k maintain hajar....jgn kembang......)

So yaaa.......im lyk darn bored....n down.....n tired....n sleepy................zzZZZzzzZZZZZzzz.

Ok..wat was tt.. Holy crap. Is it jz e thursday blues or am i jz being plain emotional.....???

I feeel lyk smmmmaaaacking my face n n n n slaaaaaming my head into the wall so that when i lost my memory, i wont be reminded of the shittified past.

In other werds, Retrogade Amnesia.

Baaa. Ok im totally insane. Shit.
\
Ok. Bye.

...munchkeens went nuts...

2006-11-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

A very ok collage of Us..

hEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYyyyy..!!!!

My God!!! Hw i miss bloggingggggg man....!!! Baa. Ok2... So lyf has been wonderfully GREAT fer me.......!!! Thankng GoD fer everything that he has blessed me with..... =) Wee.

Sooo yaaa... We all went to watch movie.... on last Fridae n e Monday tt jz passed..... Hmm Final Call was such a disappointment laaaaa.. Bleeeekkk.. Waste my $8 oni..... BaaaA.

Mondae plak watched Colic...... Eeeeyer damn grosssss laaa..!! Especially e blender part... EEEEEEEi.
N it was lyk damnly freakingly cold laaa insyd e cinema... N i sat bside Yan n this dimply happy guy.

N tis dimply happy guy actually had e thot of lending me e right hand side of his jacket. Only e right hand sleeeve. How thotful.

Thx eh..! Helped a lot. -____________-

Hmmmmmmm so hv bn gg to skool wit the dimply happy guy... n he makes me wanna hv dimples. Darn it. Hmph.

Ok.. my class is so damn competitive. N im lyk e werst in e class. Mummmmmmmmmyyyyyyy. Ok stop it u idiot. Ok psychology is no joke men. Its lyk mummmmmmmmmmmmmy.

Ladeedum.

Ok cant wait fer e pscho trip to IMH. Weehee.

Tralalala.

...munchkeens in da house...

......

2006-11-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRTTBax9L-g

A Nicey-wicey song i came across.... Very touching.. Do listen.. Ok.. Im lyk freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakingly cold.

Biar waktu mengubat rindu.

..munchkeens was here..

2006-11-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

Mohammed Farhan Bin Ibrahim..

Ok...dah happy kn.....? Bsr namer awk kter ltk tu tau tak...Susah payah tau kter typekn awk...... *winks*

Hahakz..Btw peepol... ATAN is my imaginary companion....and Izyan's is TIMOTHY... Hahakz.. Ok fine.. I noe u peepol mz b thinking tt we're out of our mind ryt...............

But at least we have sm1 (..or smtg..?) to talk to....rather than talking to e mirror.... Which is worse u tell me now...?

Ummmm..actually, BOTH cud prove tt we're both CRAZY. Ok tts NO gd news at all.

Ok so wat if im insane....... I still can b sane at tyms u noe....only at CERTAIN point of tyms....But most of e tym....im insane..i tink.

Dear IMH officers, please reserve 2 places for future purposes. Thank You for your kind understanding.

..munchkeens was insane..

El Nin Yo..!

2006-11-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

*You Got My Temperature Rising Like EL NIN YO....!!*

AHMAD RAIS KAMARUDIN.... Ok happy now ur name is in my blog..? "-____________________________________- Baahaa.

Lyk OMYGAWD.....Im lyk freakingly ADDICTED to the new Tata Young.....! Tata Young ley ppl.....since when did i listen to her songs..?..ok only tt DHOOM song lah...........Hindustan mah........... Hee.

Hmmmmmmmm im lyk putting a damn mask on to my joyfully happy skin........and i cant even open my mouth to talk....!

Life w/o talk...=Boring!

Hmmm..oh ya... Im lyk e tuition teacher for Mr Bo now...cz he's lyk in biz sch since he chged his course.. Ok...glad he's happy wit his course...stick to it boy..! Hahahahahkz.. Peace no war ah Bo...! *innocent face*

Hmm i feel lyk a statue now...cz i have this CEMENT-LIKE MASK STUCK TO MY JOYFULLY HAPPY FACE.

Ok. Im insane. I shall meet my cousins in IMH soon. Wonder hw dey r.. N Dickson, insane ppl lyk me dn smell ppl's asses...i jz kick them. :)

...munchkeens love munchies & lollipop...

Beep.

2006-11-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr to the pwer of infinity....!

Damn Cold sia tis school librari..... Darn it.. My fingers bcming iceeeeeecuuuubeeeee.....! DAMN U AIRCON. No lollipop fer u.

So, schoooool was freakingly FUN & COLD..umm I mean COOL... Hahahahkz.. Ok shut up Ain..ur crapping again....

Actually im lyk BORED...cz im waiting fer all e peepol...and Izyan has arrived.. Ok..

Wait2.. 1 more update.. Z****r SMILED AT ME AGAIN.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok gtg. Ciao cin ci. Insanity invaded.

.....Mmunchkeens is cold.....

Ladeedum..

2006-10-31T00:09:00.001+08:00

Yo3... Ain in da house.........!!!!..again. Hahakz.

Hmmm..soouurie didnt update.....sincere gratitude to SITI ALIJAH for reminding me to update.... =) Thanks eh..klau kau tk bug aku, aku tk akan update...amd my blogger will rot. Baa.

Ok.. So school's reopen...glad it did... Oooouuh i got PSYCHOLOGY for my CDS..(cross-disciplinary subj.)....
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! OMGAWD......................iTS LYK ONE OF MY DREAM to bcm a psycho-logist..Undastd? PSYCHO-logist.... Baaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhha. Jokin la..!

Hmm...mayb a part time psychologist and an accntg teacher would b a gr8 ambition fer me..lyk a source of motivation fer me.......or smtg lyk tt.

Didnt know psych lesson was gonna b DAMN INTERESTING lahhhh... I LOYKE..! So, im lyk crashing hajar's lect instead of mine....so that i dn hv to cm to sch on wed fer lyk 1 pathetic hr of psych lect n hv 3 hrs break afta tt.... Ladeedum. Am i smart or what... :)

Ummmmm..i love school..! At least keeps me busy wit all e stoooooooooopid projects n nt make me think of the near future..if u noe wad i mean. *blink3*

Ok..im lyk full of craps..more full than ever... Lyk wadever... Ok. Told u i was full of crap. Ok i tink im insane. Seriously. Dn u tink so? Ok shut up.

Ladeedum.

..munchkeens thots..

Laladilaladulaladum..

2006-10-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

Heyoooooooo..!!

I miss schooolllll....secondary sch life especially... Dat's lyk where we grow up..spent most of our time dere...It's lyk our 2nd home... Blablebliblu.. Fine Dickson..I'll make sure my blog isnt TOO emo in tyms to cm.......But it's just naturally dat wae...

Girls = Emo

Guys = Ego

Ryt..? I'm sure of tt....!! >(

Baahaaaaaa.. K dat was for fun..n partly revenge... Oh revenge is swweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet my love. I loathe it. "-_______________-

Me, Yan, Farah N Shida FINALLY went shopping afta so many years of waiting....hmm actually oni 1 yr..n tt was laz yr.. Hehhe..Last tym no $ mah... Peace hor... N we bought some cutey-wootey stuffs : books, keychain(oni me..!) n some clothes..... Den we met e boys for buke n went hm... A dayful of FUN... Nx wk, planning to WATCH MOVIE.. So, start saving peepol..........!!!!! :p

Okie dokie let me upload sm pics.. Ok2 HOLD ON...

Ok NVM.. e damn thing is damn slow.. Sm oder tym la, my cookies smoochey smooch ok...

..munchkeens eavesdropped herself..

Downs..

2006-10-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe it jz wasnt meant to be.

Once bitten twice shy.

I tink i'll jz stick to being arranged.

..Helplessness invades munchkeens..

2006-10-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

BlaBleBliBlu..

Love Each Other Or Perish

Hehe.. Quote tt ffrm e novel "Tuesdays With Morrie"..one of my favourite books..hangat di pasaran u.. Baaaa..

I DID wrote an entry yesterdae..but e stooooooooooopid damn connectn had sm problems in its stoooooooooopid head..and as im writing nw, it can still say SAVING AND PUBLISHING MAY FAIL.. Blooooody helllllll...tired2 write den got a damn prob..
CIPEK..!

Yeay dat damn sign is offff.. Ok.. Wah sisa..i didnt go terawih yesterdae n todae...cnt blame me.. yesterdae my LOVELY cousin came n its bn lyk AGES since i wasted my tym listening to his stories... but i still love his stories though..The poooor kid nds sm1 to tell to u noe..n Im jz being nice...... :) *innocent face*

Im an angel u c..ya ryt angel.. Bleekkk. "-____________-

Oh ya..miss the latenightsonthephone though..Baaa..nw i cnt slp w/o blabbering to myself since dere's no1 to tok to at nite.. Baaaaaaa.. I seriously am INSANE. u mz be insane if u tink im not man. Baaaaa...! Peace.

K one song tt i fell in love with INSTANTLY. Down here.

Once - Dealova

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan
reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela
kau selalu ada
hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi

selalu ada, kau selalu adaselalu ada, kau selalu ada

Ring a bell anyone..?

2006-10-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

..When craziness conquers us..

On e verge of giving up.

Somebody save me frm this pool of helplessness that is encircling me
Somebody reach out to me n pull me out of this feeling of unassurance

Who e hell cares abt this lil crumb writing this entry..

Ok i need a twin sister man..DESPERATELY..
Baa... I hv one but she's lyk my cousin.. bleekkkkkk...
"-________________________-

Hmmmmmmm..bored..oh ya oh shit oh darn it..

U noe wat.. I BROKE A GLASS THIS MORNING...during sahur.. n it happens to b my fave glass man..stripey-wipey one.. DAMN. Wat was i thinking man....n pity TT BOY i msgd tis morning.. woke him up frm e sleep... SORIE HOR..

Loooookk.. i think im suffering frm INSANITY..yeap u heard me rite..insanity...................... Scary or wat man.. only tt its nt yet approved by any recognized mental institution here.. Its YET to b approved.. BAAAAAAAAAA..

Ok..i tink i BADLY DESPERATELY UNKNOWINGLY need a LOLLIPOP to brighten n sweeten my day today..Ok tts it..Im gonna buy a lolly ltr... =D

Yeay Lollipop.

..munchkeens craziness invades..

..emo la plak..

2006-10-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. sorie2 da lamer tk update pat korg ehk... At last got my lappy bck frm repair clinic.. SINCERE GRATITUDE TO ABG Farah e 2nd.. Hehehe.. ur e best man..!! *winks*

OK now... hmmmmm supposedly jz nw go out wit tis insan..but too bad he had classes.... Pooooor lil sugapees... Baaaaa....!!! Dn woorriie la fadut...its not ur fault anyway tt u had classes jz nw rite3....... *winks*

Honestly..if u ask me hw i am nw...
I jz wanna run away frm everything
To somewhere far from everything n everyone
Somewhere peaceful..
Somewhere no one will find me
Somewhere i can shout n cry my hearts out
Somewhere i can throw away all my anger frustration n sadness
Somewhere i can find a balm for my broken heart
Somewhere i can find e answers to my questions
Somewhere only flowers speak e language of love
Somewhere where thorns arent hugged alone
Somewhere i wish to be loved n cherished for who i am

Somewhere i belong..

Baa......ok wat was tt all abt... Hmmm i tink im thinking too much...Hahakz.. Ok i bought a new wallet frm HappyHouse..its nice n simple..jz e wae i loike.. Baa....e old wallet held too much memories tt i'd rather not be reminded of... Hahakz.. I want to move on to smtg new..smtg more worthwhile... Hahkz.. So anyway.. tis is a song fer me to cheer meself up..... :)

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I’m saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction la la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn, brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes some dust to have it polished
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes some loss before you found me
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful Ah la la la la la la life is full circle Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful it is so meaningful… it is so wonderful…

Life was wonderful..is wonderful..will alwyas be wonderful..

..munchkeens dark moments..

Food For Thought.

2006-09-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

Lalalalallala.... Bleekk.. Sorie..jz nw 4get to mention sm impt food for thot..

U noe... these few months... I've notice sm changes in e ppl i shall not mention who.... I mean i understand la that change is the only constant thing in e world...

But to e extent that u dn care abt wat other ppl's feelings are is tooooooo much fer me to accept..... Jz too much lahz... There's an extent to where i can shut myself up........... If u dn wanna c me blazing n hurt u ppl with my words, better realize it A.S.A.P.. Like we said, Who eat chilliies, u feel e spicy taste hor3.....

Dn say that nobody warn you...dn dare say that nobody showed their concerns to you.....dn u dare say that we didnt care n notice abt e changes....

We did wat we thot was e best n will make u realise......We hope to see e U ppl we noe of last tym.....

Think abt it... And for that.....We'll give u e whole time in the werld.......but hopefully u'll realise before it's too late......

....munchkeens's forgotten thoughts jz nw....

2006-09-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

From e left : Me,Farna n Nad, Lij and Me, TITISAN Gals, ...Besties...

Walooooooo-waloooo....

Baahaaaa... Cooll...These r pics of me n my girlfriends... Friends that i cherish all my life... Friends that i cant find any replacement with.. Friends who were there for me wen i needed them.. But dn worryy frens who's pictures are not here.. Ur pics are here in my heart okie dokie...together with everyone...... =) Teehee..

Wonder where i stand w/o my frens se... Heehe.. Yes chief.. Ur rite.. Ur words are taken to consideration.. Teehee...

Dah ramadhan..... So fast se...Felt like it was lyk oni YESTERDAE that e last ramadhan past... Baa.. Cool kn... Haiz.. Time flies by sooooooooooo freakingly fast..that im freaking out.....Freak..! :D

Wellllll....now at TP lib....Lappy rosak...fadut btl.. Grrrrrr to e power of 2..
Walalllalalalalala.. Man....... Yeay mlm terawih....at least smtg to look forward to..... Baaaaaaaaa.... "-.- Adut se Ain......

Hmmmmm I LOVE ONEIDA.. Wakakakaka... Oh ya oh shit oh darn it..... Im e asst proj manager for e Oneida Campfire 2007...hmm..anoder thingy to look forward to... N oh ya oh shit oh darn it.....im also loooooking forward to Arts Appreciation Nite on e 30th Dec'06.... Ring a bell..fadut..? *winks*

Baaahahahahahahah... K la... Taggy-waggy everyone..!!!! Bleek..!

....munchkeens jz peeped by....

Intro.. BAA!

2006-09-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

..Farah and me..
halooo walooooooo.....

Baa...!
Finally got a blog after not much persuasion frm my darling fwens... =P Hahakz..

Kinda cool having an internet diary...but i still prefer pen and paper...eventhough i dun really update my poory-woory diary on my life... Teeheee..Sorry hor diary... Bleek...

Ramadhan is approaching...yipeeeeee-wippeee!!! Hahakz... Cant wait for the terawih n all.. my God... There's gonna b so much fun man.... Baju rayer pn da siap.... Hahakz..n it's PURPLE.... purple..?? Where on Earth did i put my mind at that point of tym man.....?Blahhhh....hahaha.. My mind is ALWAYS at sm oder places except e head... Baa!

Ok..Let me tell u a bit of me chocolate n sweets in me loife.... Baa..! Aper language jgak yg aku pkai tu........Ok2 i stop merepek-ing ok..Let's start...

I am grateful of the life that i have now...very grateful to God for giving me e strength to actually carry on with my life.....n letting go e HURTFUL past....ok2..mz b wondering ryt...HURTFUL past?

I never actually thot i wud b with him at any point of tym in lyf... Never did it cross my mind... It was like accidentally in love gtu... The memories we created n the dreams we had was out of this world.. It was the most beautiful dreams n memories i've ever experience.. But things took an abrupt turn... Everything went TOPSY TURVY UPSIDE DOWN....

Relationships were broken, friendships were threaten and prejudice came on to addition.... U can trust on me for this..Dn believe, ask all my frens... I saw my whole world came crashing down right in fornt of my eyes......... I felt damn betrayed...DAMN BETRAYED!
But i know smday he'll realise how much he actually meant to me..and by then, I know it;ll be jz a step too late.... Lyk wat i always say......

"Kalau da jodoh tak kemana...."
" If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be.."

As of now, I love my life...thanks to all the ppl who stood by me... I wouldn't trade my life now for anything....This life is a blessing to me...n i thank God for guiding me thru..

Oikie doikie ppl... Tu lah kisah hidup hamba... Baa... K la.. Hamba mau memintak diri...Assalamualaikum...

..munchkeens jz dropped by..

Welcuum...!!!!

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ONEIDA

Lalalalalalala... Welcuum everybody.... My name is Siti Nurain Bte Md Saleh.. Temasek Business School...accounting n finance... Love me life now...! :D Teehee.. Have a gr8 company of peepols ard me n woudnt want to trade anitg with them...

PROUD VENTURE OF ONEIDA SCOUT..!

Actually rite...im like blind to this bloggy thingy...lalala..eh dun laugh ley... Busterto se laugh at me u all.. I know la...baru nk menceburi bidang ini.. Hee.. Wellll...! :D Tis is my first and super duoper first and e mighty-alritey the first ever post on this nicey-wicey munchy-wunchy blog. Peace. Oikie doikie.. I want to go n modify my blog into a paradise of flower power..!!! Ain out..!!!!

..munchkeens jz visited her blog..